tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-18343890373504201002024-02-20T18:08:29.809-06:00Stick Horse CowgirlsStickhorsecowgirlshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04167094045033324094noreply@blogger.comBlogger322125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1834389037350420100.post-34578240504355441372020-09-23T06:45:00.001-05:002020-09-23T06:45:06.794-05:00C: Warrior for the Good<p><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", serif; font-size: 12pt;"></span></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiFwZRNwlErkOdgjso2-zdUpnch2F3EqkqJRyJuITgul17yxhULVzJ9F9_A7pCDufintzV29h8zqw4fGj6PKGalwsS69gj07iLi1z_HYKfRk_nJBwk7nvDZjJqxVMdaSV2aQy8vnJtwirkW/s2048/warrior+mom.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1152" data-original-width="2048" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiFwZRNwlErkOdgjso2-zdUpnch2F3EqkqJRyJuITgul17yxhULVzJ9F9_A7pCDufintzV29h8zqw4fGj6PKGalwsS69gj07iLi1z_HYKfRk_nJBwk7nvDZjJqxVMdaSV2aQy8vnJtwirkW/s320/warrior+mom.jpg" width="320" /></a></div><br />At the risk of waxing sentimental and, to some extent
tooting my own horn, I am moved today by the concept of mothering.<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", serif; font-size: 12pt;"> </span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", serif; font-size: 12pt;">As I write this, California remains on
fire.</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", serif; font-size: 12pt;"> </span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", serif; font-size: 12pt;">Not only are houses destroyed, but
people are losing their lives, some of them firefighters who have volunteered,
knowing the great risk they face.</span><p></p>
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turned toward the animals of the burning forests.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We will never know how many have lost their
lives in horrible ways.<o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;">On Facebook yesterday someone posted this photograph
by a fireman who was moving through a burned-over area.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It is a picture of a bird’s nest with a
clutch of eggs still there intact.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Next
to them is the body of their mother.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></span></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;">Instantly it hits one that the mother bird could
simply have sailed off, over the fire, to find safety.</span></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjbO8GfOzLdGiS9Oy7UmgQfcYdDr72D49cRCWjUn6hVT3lrqUqeuAOMLEe7sQwHpLVTDxOUYci5jkLEgupDzaRVO0T0KKL6-npZcRZd2ANmNGrPmyVuFTRrJPigpb9V-iIr3PhgDcxIgpul/s785/dead+bird.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="785" data-original-width="708" height="200" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjbO8GfOzLdGiS9Oy7UmgQfcYdDr72D49cRCWjUn6hVT3lrqUqeuAOMLEe7sQwHpLVTDxOUYci5jkLEgupDzaRVO0T0KKL6-npZcRZd2ANmNGrPmyVuFTRrJPigpb9V-iIr3PhgDcxIgpul/w181-h200/dead+bird.jpg" width="181" /></a></div><br />But she did not.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>She would not abandon her babies—still in
their shells—to the disaster.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>She stood
with them, helpless against the flames, but loyal to the very end.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>She must have known that she was facing a
losing battle, but she would not leave her babies to face it alone.<o:p></o:p><p></p>
<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;">In my work I see so, so many mothers who battle seemingly
insurmountable challenges.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I see single
mothers who work their fingers to the bone at multiple jobs just so that their
child can have something he/she needs.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I
see mothers who sacrifice their own down time to sit on bleachers or haul kids
to practice—mothers who desperately need their own emotional outlets, but
waiting until the day their child does not need them so much, putting off their
own emotional needs until that day when Mom can have some fun without expense
to her children.<o:p></o:p></span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;">This lifeless mother bird, still hovering for comfort of her also-gone children, just magnified the qualities I see in so many mothers. This bird is a heroine in danger of being unsung--like so many mothers out there. I want her memory to stay. I feel compelled to write about her.</span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;">I believe this mother never considered the option, so available to her, to abandon. I just don't know what else to say about this. </span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", serif; font-size: 12pt;">I have named her "<span style="color: #cc0000;"><b>Warrior for the Good</b>,</span>" and I deem her victorious. </span></p><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;"></span></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi9R7Qegpusr9lC1NhNy4KaWSahVum-cQ3adcK5N1AoiluIDW00h6MCTgE-FkvkuYBYXSwd6pyQxzVDeN-KJQORs7XdBEJqHsOJ0MWn-QWhUaEr8Cus_TOULL9t0rOOVXjcz3CJTrHmJMsv/s1312/Victory-obv-L.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1312" data-original-width="672" height="200" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi9R7Qegpusr9lC1NhNy4KaWSahVum-cQ3adcK5N1AoiluIDW00h6MCTgE-FkvkuYBYXSwd6pyQxzVDeN-KJQORs7XdBEJqHsOJ0MWn-QWhUaEr8Cus_TOULL9t0rOOVXjcz3CJTrHmJMsv/w102-h200/Victory-obv-L.jpg" width="102" /></a></div><p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;">Rest in peace, Heroine Bird Mother. </span></p>
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<p class="MsoNormal"><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;"><o:p> </o:p></span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", serif; font-size: 12pt;"><b><span style="color: #a64d79;">PS </span></b>– And, yes, I know that there are good fathers out
there, too.</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", serif; font-size: 12pt;"> </span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", serif; font-size: 12pt;">But this is about mothering,
and after 40 years as a family-law attorney, let me just tell you….</span><i style="font-family: "Times New Roman", serif; font-size: 12pt;">Wait!</i><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", serif; font-size: 12pt;"> </span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", serif; font-size: 12pt;">This is about mothers.</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", serif; font-size: 12pt;"> </span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", serif; font-size: 12pt;">We’ll leave it at that.</span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", serif; font-size: 12pt;"> </span><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman", serif; font-size: 12pt;">Maybe I’ll write about fathers another time.
Maybe.</span></p>Stickhorsecowgirlshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04167094045033324094noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1834389037350420100.post-32632736437470025572020-09-06T08:47:00.002-05:002020-09-06T08:47:25.544-05:00C: Indulgent Day!<div class="separator"><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgiQTLK-o_crIhnXK8t1hc0lb8Jc4hCaTCC05rhBaCZO2lQyEJGCmNNZUt14ixQyWSoPSLPU8FQyGpNnVhtKJUknlY4NiZaWhKy-Li1GdVs4IGM6l-iFPKkuAbJeV4I5SWA0qoXumGrXZFL/s620/labor+day.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="496" data-original-width="620" height="164" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgiQTLK-o_crIhnXK8t1hc0lb8Jc4hCaTCC05rhBaCZO2lQyEJGCmNNZUt14ixQyWSoPSLPU8FQyGpNnVhtKJUknlY4NiZaWhKy-Li1GdVs4IGM6l-iFPKkuAbJeV4I5SWA0qoXumGrXZFL/w205-h164/labor+day.jpg" width="205" /></a></div><br />I had to work yesterday (Saturday, Labor Day weekend, no less!). I had to travel an hour's drive north to interview some kids in need. As I often do, I wrangled V to go with me and "meander." We knew of flea markets and home-cookin' cafes up that way to try out. And, that's just what we did. I don't often have that kind of meandering time so that, alone, was an indulgence. We turned my work day into a fun day. </div><p></p><table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="float: right; margin-left: 1em; text-align: right;"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgNrukjtuTvX9sGjpdW2gkHlK5l59tzFr_UgcHEoAJaA6A2NdZlhbdK1PyGlyI9nTwdrG7gY_DXgvXgm0JfPHTAiKxVQSFdqh899GD0yw7Gzb2KE0q6HKQXBZYJv9kPcmkDUecWQc1p_zAr/s1200/caviar.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto; text-align: center;"><img border="0" data-original-height="675" data-original-width="1200" height="115" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgNrukjtuTvX9sGjpdW2gkHlK5l59tzFr_UgcHEoAJaA6A2NdZlhbdK1PyGlyI9nTwdrG7gY_DXgvXgm0JfPHTAiKxVQSFdqh899GD0yw7Gzb2KE0q6HKQXBZYJv9kPcmkDUecWQc1p_zAr/w205-h115/caviar.jpg" width="205" /></a></td></tr><tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;"><span style="color: #3d85c6;">Ummmm, fish eggs...not for me!</span><br /></td></tr></tbody></table><p>But the real indulgence came that evening when I nosed around for supper. </p><p>First, let me ask you: What do you think of when you think of an "indulgence?" Is it caviar with champagne? Is it fine chocolates? </p><p>Well, my friends, if that's the case with you, you may be missing out, for as I poked through my pantry, I found a true indulgence: a box of cheeseburger macaroni <span style="color: red;"><b>Hamburger Helper</b>!</span> </p><p><br /></p><p> </p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEioG3mnE03y2-ACW0E54zcCR-DND0HAan3s4VhSA5zqjRJIg4JP3qyTJJuBi5e6fqReW3VIDWL1yrc0HcrSGMqWxHr-vrZDvxc7sVrfwa8nW4qozAOiBlD4D0qEedNd2TFQbrnOzieoAeyh/s300/hamburger+helper.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="300" data-original-width="300" height="193" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEioG3mnE03y2-ACW0E54zcCR-DND0HAan3s4VhSA5zqjRJIg4JP3qyTJJuBi5e6fqReW3VIDWL1yrc0HcrSGMqWxHr-vrZDvxc7sVrfwa8nW4qozAOiBlD4D0qEedNd2TFQbrnOzieoAeyh/w193-h193/hamburger+helper.jpg" width="193" /></a></div><br /><p><br /></p><p>Why this processed, full-of-artificials was in my pantry, I have no clue. It is not something on my shopping list, so I assume that Son had brought it in as an impulse purchase some time. </p><p>No matter how it got there--I was delighted to see it yesterday. I had the ground beef in the fridge, so in no time I was sitting down to my TV tray for a relaxing comfort-food stroll down childhood memory lane...with my glass of Kendall Jackson Chardonnay to complement it.</p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"></div><p>Life just does not get any better! (and I have some left for lunch today!)</p><p>I'll get back to healthier eating after the holiday, I promise!</p><p><b><i><span style="color: #ff00fe; font-size: large;">--C</span></i></b></p><p><br /></p>Stickhorsecowgirlshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04167094045033324094noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1834389037350420100.post-12043170827864650892020-08-22T20:57:00.000-05:002020-08-22T20:57:47.722-05:00C: PAIN ON THE LIVING ROOM FLOOR<br />
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It is cliche to talk about stepping on Legos with bare feet.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></div>
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<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> I have no little people in my household these days, so one might think I would be free of such dangers...not so!</span></div>
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You know what hurts just as much? Stepping on the shard of a deer femur. In fact, it feels very much like stepping on a Lego. It happened to me just this morning. <br />
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My latest, and third, Belgian Malinois “Lefty” is truly a
country dog.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We live pretty far off the
main road, down a long dirt driveway.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>But, still, we wanted him contained.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>We have always used our fenced backyard to contain our dogs—even
Mailinois, but Lefty kept escaping.<o:p></o:p></div>
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<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhfUX-chZfXER5YZ71VXxGzs8wWFqXHmjtYfTzB6Av8pF6Hjjh0brrlky4CS8vuFNZbzPOx_jKim60ibNJLi4N1CX9ZCxPP5n53585cq4fsczQP7v1oyWsdUWnuN0N9KFoRxhiN3toeeBSy/s1600/IMG_E1389.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1600" data-original-width="1200" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhfUX-chZfXER5YZ71VXxGzs8wWFqXHmjtYfTzB6Av8pF6Hjjh0brrlky4CS8vuFNZbzPOx_jKim60ibNJLi4N1CX9ZCxPP5n53585cq4fsczQP7v1oyWsdUWnuN0N9KFoRxhiN3toeeBSy/s320/IMG_E1389.JPG" width="238" /></a>Our fence is four feet pickets, and it has worked very well
in the past, except for our Daisy, who was a digger.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Every once in a while Son and I would have to
go out and fill the escape hatches she had dug under our fence with rocks.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></div>
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When Lefty and his brother Poncho (now deceased) began
getting out, Son and I assumed they were doing the same a Daisy had done and would inspect the ground-level edges of our big back
yard.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We would find low spots and be
amazed that these dogs would squeeze through.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>We would do the rock fills that were so useful with Daisy.<o:p></o:p></div>
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But, we’d still find the dogs out front. We had made a premature diagnosis. I even posted a picture about Poncho's crime of digging on Facebook (see right). But he had been wrongfully charged.<o:p></o:p></div>
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As I was driving up to the house one day, my two Malinois sailed over the
fence to greet me, never touching the top of the four-foot
pickets. I knew I was in trouble. They came back in the same way--over the fence. We have since extended
the fence to six feet, which did no good whatsoever. An estimate for fencing that would keep them
in (“coyote rollers” or inwardly-curved extensions across the top) proved too
costly to afford. The fence is simply not a barrier.</div>
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<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgbJC9IcS8h4m2BihDcjz9BuvHWFTldprMnYUMm-ncfbWtsjcunEt27XY1jHJvA9h2NjnJb_5AtInXSOn5FO5pxW43tNE58NT0ET_OHa8OCI_E5i_06b7CQtHZPWtuxVG5fwn-QtFxN6oYT/s1600/deer+head.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="340" data-original-width="316" height="200" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgbJC9IcS8h4m2BihDcjz9BuvHWFTldprMnYUMm-ncfbWtsjcunEt27XY1jHJvA9h2NjnJb_5AtInXSOn5FO5pxW43tNE58NT0ET_OHa8OCI_E5i_06b7CQtHZPWtuxVG5fwn-QtFxN6oYT/s200/deer+head.JPG" width="185" /></a>All that to say this: The dog roams at will when he is not in the house.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> Now that he is </span>neutered and no longer seeking
female companionship, he stays close to home.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
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treasures.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We have come out in the
morning to find a deer head in our front yard—I real trophy, I suppose. The photo to the left was taken just off my front steps.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>These random deer bones are commonplace.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>He knows they are verboten in the house, but
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I wonder why we put up with all we do for our dogs.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>He’s a great dog, good companionship, and I
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The house and acreage is for sale. When the right buyer
comes along, Lefty and I will move closer to town, and I wonder how he will
manage the city life he has never known.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>Any house I move to must have a large back yard, and coyote rollers will
definitely be placed across the top of a privacy fence to keep him safe from
the traffic he knows nothing about.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span></div>
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Still, I wonder about more than his physical safety when we move…I probably
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He’s worth all this planning and care…I just wish he’d keep
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<br />Stickhorsecowgirlshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04167094045033324094noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1834389037350420100.post-43524973883786187052020-08-15T06:07:00.001-05:002020-08-15T06:07:22.481-05:00C: A Passing, A Gathering<br />
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</span>At age 68, I am now truly an orphan.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>My parents have been gone several years now, my father-in-law, too.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>This left my mother-in-law to reside next door to me, in her own little abode.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>She
and I, single women out in the country, did well together.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I would work too hard all day, usually stopping
in to see her a few minutes before plopping down exhausted at my own home.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Sometimes I would guiltily slink past her little
trailer, too tired for conversation but knowing she had been alone all day and
feeling I <i>should</i> have spared her that few minutes of companionship—selfish
me.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;">She has been gone a couple of weeks now and I
have not yet felt any authentic mourning.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>I am not sure what that will look like, as I am a fairly stoic person, but I feel it looming around behind me as I
go through each day, as if it will overtake at some unexpected moment.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;">As I was shopping for groceries today, the thought of
her absence came, probably because grocery shopping was something we usually
did together, often stopping for lunch and a slightly-naughty “it’s five o’clock
somewhere” adult beverage afterward: she a martini, me a margarita on the rocks.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;">Oddly, today what I thought to myself is: “<i>I miss
feeling guilty!</i>”<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>That made no sense. <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Who would miss feeling guilty? <span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I had to ask myself about that.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;">Not only did I suffer guilt when I selfishly
introverted despite her isolation, but the last nine months of her life she was
cared for in a nursing facility.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I felt
guilty about that; felt guilty about not visiting </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: 12pt;">her as frequently as I knew
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<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgJgqYJRRhmDvNOhyEJDpRAmETSJVqKL7_usr8iEi9v89gD_zmQJRZX4GBAtp1LX4iXMP_Tiv0s5b3FHsTWWs9TvQw4_ds3l_-x5YyrVsBqzSrn5KwoDyOpfEmqgKH0mT2_gk15Erh9Bisk/s1600/IMG_0918.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="640" data-original-width="480" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgJgqYJRRhmDvNOhyEJDpRAmETSJVqKL7_usr8iEi9v89gD_zmQJRZX4GBAtp1LX4iXMP_Tiv0s5b3FHsTWWs9TvQw4_ds3l_-x5YyrVsBqzSrn5KwoDyOpfEmqgKH0mT2_gk15Erh9Bisk/s320/IMG_0918.JPG" width="240" /></a><span style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;">I hasten to add that she never tried to make me feel
guilty.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>She always greeted me with a
welcome.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>But I knew that she was not the
happiest she had been in her life, and I simply did not have all it took to
correct that.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>As I think about that here,
now, I feel absolved.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I don’t think it
was meant for me to correct it.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It seems
like end of life is for one to work out on one’s own, with God, alone--never
mind that others who love you are around...ultimately, it is you and God.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;">I miss feeling guilty because I no longer have someone
who needs me and means enough to me to make me feel guilty.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The absence of that dread feeling is proof
that I am, truly, an orphan.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I have my
son, so now it’s my turn for someone to feel guilty about me! The mantle has
passed!<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;">The family, is scattered.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>We plan to gather in a couple months to celebrate
her and, with that celebration will be thoughts, celebration and honor of other
loved ones who have gone before.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>For my
generation, our minds will be on our missing parents, mindful that their
passing means the loss of generational lore we will find ourselves musing with
no one now to ask.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;">I have been blessed by my parents—both my own and my
in-laws.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>They all came with baggage, to
be sure, and I am carrying some of that with me, too (probably more than I can
know).<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>But of them all, I know this:
they never abused me, they always encouraged me, they did the best they could.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;">So, the family will gather in her honor and in honor
of those who have gone before.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "Times New Roman",serif; font-size: 12.0pt; line-height: 107%;">And being who I am today, I had to write a poem about
that prospect:<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<b><u>The Clan Will Gather<o:p></o:p></u></b></div>
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A matriarch is gone, the last of her generation<o:p></o:p></div>
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Family will assemble from across the nation<o:p></o:p></div>
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To pay honor and tribute to one much loved<o:p></o:p></div>
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Thinking of others who greet her from above<o:p></o:p></div>
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Mourning her passing, the loss of their sage,<o:p></o:p></div>
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Now for their history turning to those of a new age.<o:p></o:p></div>
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They will sense her spirit, today light as a feather,<o:p></o:p></div>
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In honor of their heritage, the clan will gather.<o:p></o:p></div>
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For anyone who might like to know her, her blog is still up: <a href="http://www.immigrantdaughter.blogspot.com./">www.immigrantdaughter.blogspot.com.</a></div>
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<br />Stickhorsecowgirlshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04167094045033324094noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1834389037350420100.post-8827960302099730272020-08-09T05:56:00.001-05:002020-08-09T05:56:49.044-05:00C: AH, TO SEW!<br />
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<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">I have a
brand-new sewing machine!</span><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"> </span><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">Truthfully, it
is about three years old.</span><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"> </span><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">About a year
after purchase I splurged on a nifty sewing machine case on rollers.</span><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;"> </span><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">So, we progressed from having a brand-new/year-old
sewing machine still in its original packaging to one that has been carefully
placed in its case…rolling case has not been opened since. The case has rolled nowhere.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">So, for
two years, my new, three-year-old sewing machine has languished in isolation in
the corner of my dressing room, barely noticed.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">With the
passing of my mother-in-law two weeks ago, I inherited her sewing table.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>It’s nifty, too!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I will be taking my brand-new sewing machine
from its isolation cell and installing it in the table this weekend.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjE2fw-VE0u8RhJZNlTnthViQETP2cWDNGyww4N2ZBVdNrF1MtV2aTDcFyO2tVrX3d839NS0a9PzNaoufIX9PTxjEecFC6_NrZxGOmeLeCeHdpP0Y0w4zBFqeY-ZemaZKNT0-iw_8pMmcJ9/s1600/sewing+case.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1026" data-original-width="1000" height="200" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjE2fw-VE0u8RhJZNlTnthViQETP2cWDNGyww4N2ZBVdNrF1MtV2aTDcFyO2tVrX3d839NS0a9PzNaoufIX9PTxjEecFC6_NrZxGOmeLeCeHdpP0Y0w4zBFqeY-ZemaZKNT0-iw_8pMmcJ9/s200/sewing+case.jpg" width="194" /></a><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">I am
wondering if I have the energy to tackle actually putting thread in the machine
for the first time and giving her a go.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>As I thought about that, I began again to really want to sew.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">Here’s the
problem.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Years ago (like thirty + years
ago), when my son was little, I did a tiny bit of sewing.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I made costumes for our church’s annual
Harvest Party (warrior angel, Pharaoh, Samson) and I made a Peter Pan costume
for son’s starring role in the elementary school play.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The Peter Pan costume took two starts from
scratch…had to purchase fabric for it twice but, by golly, it got made! It took
me two weeks—at least I had the foresight to start early for once.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">In other
words, I have only piddled around at sewing on things that did not require actual
skill, and this was a <i>long time ago</i>.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>I do not really have a clue on how to sew.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">So, now I
am faced with this three-year-old new sewing machine with its own handy-dandy
table.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The sewing juices that led me to
buy that machine in the first place are beginning to flow again.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>The trouble is that I don’t want to <i>learn</i>
how to sew—I just want to <i>already</i> <i>know</i> how to sew, to just sit
down and do it.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">Yes, this
is lazy, I know, but it is also a function of time scarcity.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I don’t have a lot of discretionary time…work,
trying to sell a house, etc. are just overwhelming.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I really don’t have time to learn how to
thread this machine (no idea) or know about “thread tension” (<i>what?</i>).<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I do not want to have to resort to actually
reading the manual or any of the various “Sewing for Dummies” books I bought
when I got the machine—also unopened, as reading manuals is just not something
I generally do.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Besides, those books
have scary words in them, like “selvage” and “interfacing.”<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I just want to <i>already know how, <b>dad-gum
it!!</b></i><span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>(Small temper tantrum,
here).<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">But, I am
resolved to learn this skill at least to the point that I can hem napkins (I
ought to be able to do straight lines if I can figure the thread thing out…),
and I will keep you posted on that progress.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>I will omit any photos of bursts of frustration devolving into temper
tantrums on the floor--bound to come.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">Another
skill I have worked at since our last blogging is writing poetry (hang with me,
here, there is a tie-in).<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>I began with
composing limericks, and one of the first was about my abiding ambition to
learn to sew.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>This was in 2017, about
the time I purchased this machine.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Here
it is:<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<b><span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">STITCHING
WITHOUT CONFIDENCE<o:p></o:p></span></b></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">My
ambition right now is to sew<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">All my
own perfect clothes, don’t you know?<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">The idea
I so love,<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">But when
push comes to shove,<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">Would I
ever let what I made show?<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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picture of the illustrated, framed poem, which will hang over my new sewing
table, housing my new sewing machine. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: "times new roman" , serif;">As you can see, I did not take the time to
learn to write poetry and draw, either!<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;">
</span>But that has not stopped me in these endeavors, so I hope to put that
reckless resolve to use in sewing, too.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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keep you posted.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span>Right now, I am
overwhelmed at the thought of thread tension, which in my case refers to
tension for me, not the thread, itself…<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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will talk about the three-year-old unused Cricut machine in another post.<span style="mso-spacerun: yes;"> </span><i>Sheesh! <b><span style="color: #674ea7; font-size: x-large;">C</span></b></i><o:p></o:p></span></div>
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We've missed blogging and all our blogging friends.<br />
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C still works at her law office, too hard but loves it! <br />
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As for V, well she is blessed with a whole cadre of grandchildren who have kept her busy, even though she is now a retiree.<br />
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<br />We are determined to keep the connections we enjoyed with blogging. Please bear with us as we re-learn. We are finding out that, simple as Blogger is, we're "creaky" and out of practice, but we are confident we will get where we want to be. We have big plans.</div>
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I know that you all are in the same social distancing situation as are we, although our state has been coming out of the stricter measures, now going into statewide mask mandate. COVID-19 plague has impacted C's work and everyone's movements. </div>
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COVID has these old dogs learning new tricks. C has been participating in Zoom (remote) trials and predicts that these will become standard for many types of legal proceedings in the future now that we've been forced to try it.<br />
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We hope to reconnect with some of our old friends out there in Blog land and make a bunch of new ones. We are committed to posting each week and to bringing our ideas to the blog--just as soon we learn how!<br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">My, hasn't there been controversy lately? V and I have lamented that we know we are getting old because the world seems so very strange--topsy turvey, even.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">V is in a twit (Is that a word? Is it a <i>polite</i> word?) about the Supreme Court decision on same-sex marriage. I am much calmer about it--as a lawyer I wholly expected the decision.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">Then, there is the Rebel flag controversy. I admit that I have one, myself, around here somewhere. I never thought of it as a banner of racism, only as nostalgic Southern culture, but after the recent discussions, I have come to realize that many do, and that offense has taken on horrible magnitude in the wake of the Charleston AME massacre.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">Again, as a lawyer, I have pondered the controversy of same-sex marriage </span><span style="font-size: large;">as it collides with religious beliefs.</span><span style="font-size: large;">and the flying of the Rebel Flag as it collides with free speech.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">I gotta say, our Founding Fathers (<b><span style="color: red;">F</span><span style="color: blue;">F</span><span style="color: red;">s</span></b>) have my deep respect. They crafted a marvelous system. I work within it every day, and I'm here to tell ya: It is not perfect, but it is a wonderful piece of craftsmanship.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">Frankly, as brilliant as they were, I don't believe the </span><b style="font-size: x-large;"><span style="color: red;">F</span><span style="color: blue;">F</span><span style="color: red;">s</span></b><span style="font-size: large;"> had any idea how wonderful was their work. There is just no way they could have foreseen the twists and turns our society would take--they, for example, would not have let me--a woman--vote. They would not have counted my right to a voice as an "inalienable right" as those who penned the Declaration of Independence declared such rights to be:</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">But the </span><b style="font-size: x-large;"><span style="color: red;">F</span><span style="color: blue;">F</span><span style="color: red;">s</span></b><span style="font-size: large;"> instituted a system that seems to organically understand that we don't always get it right at first; we must live and learn and grow. As a result, I get to vote.</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">As I drove to work the other morning, I was stopped at a red light. The car in front of me bore a bumper sticker such as the one depicted below:</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">It brought to mind recent discussions: First Amendment right to speech vs offense to others, always a tension.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">I simply could not stifle a giggle to myself. Here were two Americans, exercising their First Amendment right to speak their piece, side-by-side, and I'd venture to say they would not see eye-to-eye on much.</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">And I thought it was a fitting picture for me in the week preceding Independence Day! It warmed me right up, right to my heart, and I heard strains of the "Star Spangled Banner" in my spirit. And I am so thankful that these people have presented to me their divergent views!! This is what makes us great and what makes us better!</span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">Whatever our opinions, if we're Americans, we have the right to them and the right to express them so long as we do not unduly harm others, "By God," just as the </span><b style="font-size: x-large;"><span style="color: red;">F</span><span style="color: blue;">F</span><span style="color: red;">s</span></b><span style="font-size: large;"> said.</span></div>
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Until the last five or so years (coinciding with husband's departure), my house was the Christmas gathering point beginning with Christmas Eve where every child under 18 received their Christmas Eve Bag full of goodies, continuing through a highly-family-traditionalized Christmas breakfast, ending with a Christmas evening dinner with friends. This concentration of holiday festivities demanded lots of planning. I would begin in the summer grabbing sale items off the end caps of big-box stores for gifts. By Christmas week, all presents were wrapped and ready because I would have to turn my attention to food.</div>
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Since I have been single, however, things have conspired to dwindle my Christmas activities down to almost nothing. First, following my husband's abandonment of me and his entire family, I went into a shock state that prohibited exact replication of past celebrations, although we went through the motions. In more recent years, there have been other factors, not the least of which is the aging and marrying of family "children," who now have the nerve to start their own traditions. I have surprised myself at how little I have minded the passing of this torch. It is as if all involved knew it was time, and it actually felt good to watch the activities unfold elsewhere, taking part exactly when and where I wanted to do so.</div>
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Last year my son, my mother and my mother-in-law, and I had a quiet Christmas together, culminating with a wonderful, peaceful dinner by candlelight and flickering fireplace and soft carols playing in the background. We were restful and happy.<br />
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This year we are even one less, with the passing of my mother in May. </div>
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So, while my Christmas has been pared down considerably, there are still things to be done--and this year they have been put off, sadly, to the very last moment.</div>
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Realizing that this weekend was <i style="font-weight: bold;">the last one before Christmas (!!!)</i> I determined to get up at the crack of dawn and leave the house by 6:30 a.m. to be at Sam's Club when they opened at 7:00 a.m. This is the only time I will go there at any time--especially holidays--as the waiting in lines tends to be unreasonable at that store. I knew it would be the best place to buy our special rib roast for Christmas evening and to peruse for a few gifts I would need to pick up. So, this year the term "shopping early" took a slightly different meaning.</div>
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Now, I am an early riser and pride myself that I <i style="font-weight: bold;">never</i> require an alarm clock. Because of this cocky attitude, Hubris did its usual thing and let me oversleep. I opened my eyes at 6:30 a.m.</div>
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Realizing I was in deep, deep trouble, I jumped out of bed, washed my face/brushed teeth, threw on the first pair of jeans and shirt I ran across and ran out the door, again smug in the knowledge that none of my acquaintances would be crazy enough to be out that early.<br />
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I got to Sam's just as the doors opened. As I stumbled through the door and grabbed a complimentary styro-cup of weak coffee, I heard a loud and very nearby "<span style="font-size: large;"><i><b><span style="color: red;">Ho</span></b>-<b><span style="color: lime;">Ho</span></b>-<span style="color: red;"><b>Ho</b></span></i></span>." I turned to look one of my lawyer colleagues squarely in the eye and shrank backwards at the thought of how rough I must look.</div>
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"John" had certainly had taken time to put <b><i>his</i> </b>makeup on. He always sports a full, white beard and on this early holiday morning he had taken great pains with his appearance. He had on a Christmas-red jacket with (unbelievably) white trim, was wearing one of those floppy red Christmas hats with a big white fluffy ball on its point. He looked for all the world like St. Nick. </div>
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<i style="font-weight: bold;">And</i> he was <span style="color: red; font-size: large;"><i><b>jolly</b></i></span>, which irritated me almost as much as getting caught in such a sloppy condition. </div>
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<i style="font-weight: bold;">Furthermore</i> he did not have the good graces to just leave me the Hell alone...<b><i>oh, no</i></b>! He had to <i>engage</i>, clearly happy in his Santa success (I could only hope that Hubris later got him, too...) It took me good five minutes (eternity) to disengage.</div>
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I managed to locate a beautiful rib roast, picked up a few incidentals and beat a hasty retreat to the seclusion of my car by 7:45 a.m.<br />
Realizing that I needed a few grocery items (and knowing that I had already had my ego-shattering for the morning and, therefore, had immunity from any further such attack on my pride), I stopped in at Walmart next door to get milk, bread, <i>yadayadayada</i>. As I pushed my way into the produce isle, I was tapped on the shoulder. I turned to see yet another lawyer greeting me. He, too, looked showered and refreshed. He, too, was holiday-happy to see me, which meant an actual <i>conversation</i> while I died knowing that I looked like Hell...a feeling I had only just begun to get over.<br />
I disengaged, virtually ran through WalMart and fled home.<br />
I'm done. The item or two I have yet to purchase will be picked up during my work days this week (only two), after which I will happily begin to plan and prepare our Christmas feasting, smaller though it may be. No more risking getting caught looking like a homeless bag lady by those on whom I normally need to make a power impression...at least this holiday season.<br />
Son, MIL and I will enjoy a wonderful Christmas Eve and Christmas Day together. My brother and <br />
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Sister-in-law, now with grown chicks, will join us for our fire-lit dinner Christmas evening. I look forward to it.<br />
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<b><span style="color: lime;">--</span><span style="color: red; font-size: x-large;"><i>C</i></span><span style="color: red;">, </span><span style="color: lime;"><i>slinking off with only a shred of former pride...</i></span></b></div>
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The holidays are fast approaching and I am not ready! Mentally I am ready, but physically-- no way! I don't even have a shopping list yet and there is so much cleaning to get done! The decorating will be simple as we have some repairs going on, but that's okay.<br />
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"C" and I have taken a long break from posting. We both lost our moms early this summer after they both had suffered declining health the past few years. Still, as they say--it is true--you are never really ready to lose them. This past year I have been retired from my job and in many ways that has helped. "C" is busier than ever at her law practice and has just moved back into her home after a leak last January that flooded the entire downstairs of her house. She has been somewhat of a refugee living nomadically with friends, in a hotel for almost 8 months while her home was being restored--a difficult time. Oh, and I almost forgot--a terrible tornado that wiped out many homes in her community and left a neighbor family grieving the loss of the father and two teenage daughters near "C"'s home, and caused minor damage to her property. It has been an exhausting year for her.<br />
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So how have I occupied myself since retiring? I have rested a lot, spent time with my dogs and kitties at home, taught myself to crochet--kind of! I have found that busy hands, a tactile, comforting yarn, mindless repetition is good for the soul --it calms my restless mind. When my mother was briefly in hospice care, I had my yarn and hook and could sit through the night with the comforting repetition to soothe and distract me. So far all I have produced are some rather crude dish cloths, but that is good enough. Now I understand how women throughout the ages have found solace in mending, knitting, patching their lives back together, figuratively and literally. How I wish my own mother could have discovered this as she struggled with anxious moments and would unconsciously sit and wring her hands. Lord knows there is enough trouble in this world to trouble us all!</blockquote>
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I've also joined the community of Instagram and spent quite a bit of time on Pinterest. I have several projects to accomplish this year--getting my kitchen cabinets painted, some repairs that need to be done, choosing new flooring, rooms repainted, etc. Whew--it is a bit overwhelming especially since I can't physically do it myself anymore. I always loved new projects in the house, painting, wallpapering, but I need help now. Pinterest is a gold mine for finding ideas if you haven't joined, I highly recommend it!<br />
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So, hopefully, tentatively --we are coming back to posting. Life is fragile, the world is changing so fast and there is so much evil out there, but I refuse to give up hope. I'm working on a rant--Yes, this is a rant alert, but I thought it best to stick my toe in here gently before running readers off!<br />
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Stickhorsecowgirlshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04167094045033324094noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1834389037350420100.post-31836277947756817352014-02-17T23:10:00.001-06:002014-02-17T23:23:06.050-06:00Cowgirl V: Remembering and Still Missing Him<p> </p> <p>Today, (February 17) would have been my dad’s 92nd birthday.  I can hardly believe he’s been gone over 20 years.  Seems like yesterday I last heard his voice, saw his face.  Time assuages grief, but rarely a day goes by that I don’t think of something I would like to talk to him about.  </p> <p><a href="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-InqB_IkODlM/UwLrPXKHmtI/AAAAAAAAElQ/ihhaXCfJrRA/s1600-h/vickiandjim%25255B2%25255D.jpg"><img title="vickiandjim" style="border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px; border-top-width: 0px" border="0" alt="vickiandjim" src="http://lh3.ggpht.com/--YcvYcGZL_w/UwLrP2A1tCI/AAAAAAAAElY/hGEQ6LTsbKM/vickiandjim_thumb.jpg?imgmax=800" width="176" height="244" /></a></p> <p> </p> <p>He was reserved and shy to those he did not know well, but at home there was lots of conversation about so many things.  I suppose that is what I miss most.  Discussing books, politics, religion—so many things he was interested in.  </p> <p> </p> <p><a href="http://lh6.ggpht.com/-MyQvUw3r7Qk/UwLrQj4B1NI/AAAAAAAAElg/HgNaTIr_9BQ/s1600-h/The%252520Source%25255B2%25255D.png"><img title="The Source" style="border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px; border-top-width: 0px" border="0" alt="The Source" src="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-F6AEKwgwlNI/UwLrRl16IgI/AAAAAAAAElo/ep0qmO4JUxc/The%252520Source_thumb.png?imgmax=800" width="164" height="234" /></a></p> <p> </p> <p>He was born in 1922 to young parents who did not belong together.  His mother was loving and faithful, but his young father (barely 20 years old) was not up to fatherhood and left to seek employment in Utah.  He did not see his son until he was almost three years old.  There little interest shown and the resulting pain of indifference and broken promises.  I’ll never forget my dad telling me of the time when he realized that the dad he had idealized in his childish mind, did not exist.  My grandfather had come to his hometown for a visit from NYC where he was working at the Times.  My dad who was ten years old, admired a boy riding on a fancy English bike.  “So you would like one of those?” his dad asked.  “Just wait until I get back to NYC—I will send you one right away.”  Of course he waited expectantly for the bike that never came.  </p> <p> </p> <p><a href="http://lh6.ggpht.com/-disNqvvGStY/UwLrSBa7BKI/AAAAAAAAElw/kRPc-WRxkqU/s1600-h/imagesLQ90B7SX%25255B2%25255D.jpg"><img title="imagesLQ90B7SX" style="border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px; border-top-width: 0px" border="0" alt="imagesLQ90B7SX" src="http://lh6.ggpht.com/-17JSAO5mC0g/UwLrS12ogII/AAAAAAAAEl4/DKmGNsQyfNg/imagesLQ90B7SX_thumb.jpg?imgmax=800" width="244" height="184" /></a></p> <p> </p> <p>Some folks follow in the footsteps of a negligent or abusive parent, but to my dad’s credit, he determined that he would be a faithful husband and family man—everything his own father was not.  Of course, it’s so easy to gloss over imperfections and as “C” reminds me those who have passed on suddenly become saints.  My dad was beloved, but he had his faults.  There was a simmering rage at being rejected that I have seen in everyone I’ve known who has been rejected by a parent.  Sometimes it spilled over at home—usually directed at me!  </p> <p>I wrote about my dad a few years ago in a post titled <a href="http://www.stickhorsecowgirls.blogspot.com">He Was Unwanted</a>.  A reminder to me that every life has a purpose and should be celebrated.  So on February 17, each year my mother would bake  daddy’s favorite cake –Pineapple Refrigerator Cake—a vintage recipe from the fifties that she got from our neighbor, Betty, who was the perfect homemaker.  Her house was immaculate and she made dessert every night!  This cake would be perfect for Easter dessert and I am going to make it this year.  A tender yellow cake split into layers with a luscious lemon pineapple custard filling and frosted with fresh whipped cream!  Yummmmy!</p> <p> </p> <p><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg_pLUcNeZdPzG4QyKKJsK19uLgaLg6WWVgWRkD24Dmq72YT3p7FFhAQH0vYFC1O-gNlJ6e8GxTBDhQvLtWM4kAyWtjlr3r3606UZbupO3eYwSb7EwvZSfjZb8MxeSpcwbT4pE5E38yC8PO/s1600-h/Refrigerator%252520cake%25255B8%25255D.jpg"><img title="Refrigerator cake" style="border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px; border-top-width: 0px" border="0" alt="Refrigerator cake" src="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-_ILd3ZrIadc/UwLrUMIYpyI/AAAAAAAAEmI/fqIzndEaWpU/Refrigerator%252520cake_thumb%25255B2%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="282" height="217" /></a></p> <p> </p> <p>Here’s the vintage recipe from a Spry shortening booklet  at www. food.com  recipe 41821  <a href="http://food.com">pineapple refrigerator cake</a></p> <p>Hope you will try it!</p> Stickhorsecowgirlshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04167094045033324094noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1834389037350420100.post-67825488578420149992014-01-14T08:45:00.001-06:002014-01-14T08:45:25.395-06:00C: In the Ear of the Beholder<p align="justify"><a href="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-TqQEICZJtj4/UtVNadBETRI/AAAAAAAAEkE/9FZ30R7qlg8/s1600-h/ears%252520deceive%25255B4%25255D.jpg"><img title="ears deceive" style="border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom: 0px; float: left; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin: 9px 27px 11px 0px; border-left: 0px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px" border="0" alt="ears deceive" src="http://lh4.ggpht.com/-9Sa31omHJos/UtVNbkUwyoI/AAAAAAAAEkM/5E-GuEeTEvA/ears%252520deceive_thumb%25255B7%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="240" align="left" height="179" /></a>I heard a great sermon Sunday.  It was about the story of the rich, young ruler.  The point of the story, my pastor said, was not just about “rich” folks—it applies to us all.  We all have things we prioritize over God…even our “good works,” as the rich, young ruler had always meticulously obeyed the law.</p> <p align="justify">Pastor ramped up, driving home the point that we cannot tell where we stand solely by our actions—that good actions can often mask impure motivations.  It is not the “outward,” he says, that is telling.  It is the “inward.”</p> <p align="justify">And this, folks, is where I was jolted upright because what I heard is: “<em>What is important is the “N” word!  Do you have an ‘N-word’ problem?”</em></p> <p align="justify">And, through the rest of the sermon about our “<em>inward</em> struggles,” I heard repeatedly: “N word,” although I knew well what he meant.   It was my ears.</p> <p align="justify">My consciences is clear:  I have no “N-word problem,” although it is probably evident that my “inward” regions could use some cleaning up.</p> <p align="justify">Thank goodness there was no “giggle partner” sitting next to me, MIL not being the giggle-in-church type.  It could have been a disaster and it reminds me of another time.</p> <p align="justify">I was sitting next to my BIL years ago, listening to a sermon from Zechariah 5:1, which says:</p> <blockquote> <p align="justify"><font color="#9b00d3">Then I lifted up my eyes again and looked, and behold, there was a flying scroll.  And he said to me, "What do you see?" And I answered, "I see a flying scroll; its length is twenty cubits and its width ten cubits…”</font></p> </blockquote> <p align="justify">What I heard was “…<em>behold, there was a flying squirrel</em>…”  On top of that, it was a BIG flying squirrel (a cubit being estimated at 18 inches).  What a sight that must have been—even more impressive th<a href="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-2HJFoiOFdOk/UtVNc8UOa0I/AAAAAAAAEkU/q45wd_szyEs/s1600-h/flying%252520squirrel%25255B3%25255D.jpg"><img title="flying squirrel" style="border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom: 0px; float: right; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin: 7px 0px 9px 8px; border-left: 0px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px" border="0" alt="flying squirrel" src="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-6_ZjHb8O1Ls/UtVNeIs9uBI/AAAAAAAAEkc/r7Wb4r5vdb0/flying%252520squirrel_thumb%25255B1%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="240" align="right" height="180" /></a>an the flying scroll, which I knew was what Pastor referenced.</p> <p align="justify">I glanced at BIL who, having heard as I did, silently mouthed, “…flying <em><strong>squirrel</strong></em>???”</p> <p align="justify">Oh, it was bad…he and I dissolved, simultaneously bending forward to stifle our laughter.  Again, I say, it was bad—almost uncontrollable; tear-jerki<a href="http://lh6.ggpht.com/-5zKMQlARpUE/UtVNfN8wALI/AAAAAAAAEkg/zatblS7IIgQ/s1600-h/laughter%25255B4%25255D.jpg"><img title="laughter" style="border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom: 0px; float: left; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; border-left: 0px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px" border="0" alt="laughter" src="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-vd9Lh2Fh-Z8/UtVNft-vssI/AAAAAAAAEks/kyFcBPMgiv0/laughter_thumb%25255B2%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="292" align="left" height="170" /></a>ng, nearly-pants-wetting laughter all while trying to be quiet and inconspicuous.  Our spouses were not pleased.</p> <p align="justify">So funny how our ears can deceive, and what it does to our perception.  </p> <p align="justify">Reminds me of another time.  In our household, there was a tendency for my son and me to sing Christmas carols at any time of the year.  You might hear us in a chorus of “Good King Wenceslas” in July.  </p> <p align="justify">One day, Son made a sing-along request.  “<em>Let’s sing the Christmas carol about the airplanes, Mom</em>.” </p> <p align="justify">For the life of me, I could not imagine what he was talking about.</p> <p align="justify">“<em>You know, we sing it all the time</em>.”  No, I did not know.  I requested that he start us out, which he did:</p> <p align="justify">“<font color="#ff0000">Angels we have heard on high, sweetly singing o’er the planes (er, <em>plains</em></font>).</p> <p align="justify">Made me consider what my little child had been picturing in<a href="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-2E5hhWZwuFY/UtVNgfTMCWI/AAAAAAAAEkw/AsBz_l8yXkQ/s1600-h/angel%25255B4%25255D.jpg"><img title="angel" style="border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom: 0px; float: right; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin: 9px 0px 9px 12px; border-left: 0px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px" border="0" alt="angel" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg3O9TA42rFlBa33M-8xQDeK0vbL5u8VdJtM_t26wOhwRmz1D7_6tBEHeJzzYtTmTLwNCqHJwXQU46Hcn_bAQzn1WixgA-Yje52dUUrSdqSTXJUXbxlNbCUVzE-EH2fJf920jKGflXQiWLa/?imgmax=800" width="240" align="right" height="153" /></a> his head all those times we sang that song.  </p> <p align="justify">On reflection, I decided that we do, indeed, want angels singing over airplanes…</p> <p align="justify">--C</p> Stickhorsecowgirlshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04167094045033324094noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1834389037350420100.post-8508898831430983222014-01-11T02:35:00.001-06:002014-01-11T02:35:43.935-06:00C: Truth in the AT&T Store<p align="justify">What is it about me that makes random folks just want to tell me their troubles?  Probably I ask for it.  <a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiREA-2eVIelWQFjp4Uh1r1Q3pDsyq2dRq_RaLFRHp3PYs3_Uy96zYxRDix-ahPJYX-qFEY3EshuVVtYb5t4ol04m3Yu8rlU0yKxSMffn05qL0R3s3KV6F27n-B5hs2SKn1bQJtBFf27c5J/s1600-h/att3.jpg"><img title="att" style="border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; float: right; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin: 7px 17px 15px 0px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px; border-top-width: 0px" border="0" alt="att" src="http://lh4.ggpht.com/-MxbM_-uSU4s/UtECVs78cFI/AAAAAAAAEjU/HrrD8r-bkus/att_thumb1.jpg?imgmax=800" width="200" align="right" height="224" /></a>I am very interested in people. </p> <p align="justify">You’d think, being a divorce lawyer for over thirty years, that I would become bored and jaded by human drama—not so!  I remain interested.  I hope it makes me good at my job.</p> <p align="justify">Anyway, my paralegal/sister and I were in the ATT store today doing some phone switcharooing.  The man helping us was a nice, late fortyish man who noticed my business name on the account.  He asked, “<em>what kind of law</em>?”  I told him. </p> <p align="justify">He had a story.</p> <p align="justify">This guy has an 18-year-old and a 15-year-old from his former marriage and of whom he has custody.  </p> <p align="justify">Then, there is the just-turned-six-year-old by his baby-mama.  He has a concern about the situation she is living in with her mother (he should be concerned,  from his description).  We talked about it just a few minutes. </p> <p align="justify">As he walked us to the door, he quipped, “<em>I really messed up.  I was 44, and she was 20.  I never planned on another baby</em>. <em>I just don’t know what happened.</em>”</p> <p align="justify">Before I knew it, out of my mouth came:  “<em>You know you never had any say in that, don’t you?  <u><strong>She</strong></u> planned on a baby, and that’s all that counts.  Once she planned it, the die was cast</em>.”  </p> <p align="justify">He stood looking at me quietly.</p> <p align="justify">I continued.  “<em>Oh, sure, you COULD have practiced protected sex, so I’m not letting you off the hook completely, but she was driving that car.  Men are so stupid when it <a href="http://lh6.ggpht.com/--aPKmhyLZ8I/UtECWJncpGI/AAAAAAAAEjY/PEQRkB1hEGA/s1600-h/crazy%25255B5%25255D.jpg"><img title="crazy" style="border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; float: left; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin: 12px 17px 10px 0px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px; border-top-width: 0px" border="0" alt="crazy" src="http://lh4.ggpht.com/-15zmzg71rD4/UtECWsyYv7I/AAAAAAAAEjg/d115OPkp-fg/crazy_thumb%25255B8%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="187" align="left" height="222" /></a>comes to this</em>.” </p> <p align="justify">He took it like a champ and said, “<em>You speak the truth.  I never had a chance.  She played me.  Yes, we are stupid where sex is concerned</em>.”</p> <p align="justify">There you have it.  An admission.  It is the truth.</p> <p align="justify">Robin Williams:</p> <p align="center"><em><strong><font color="#9b00d3" size="3">God gave man a brain and a p****s…and only enough blood supply to run one at a time.</font></strong></em></p> <p align="left"><font color="#000000" size="4">It’s just that the kid reaps the consequences.</font></p> <p align="center"><a href="http://lh5.ggpht.com/-d3vQqRdYlKQ/UtECXIozsZI/AAAAAAAAEjo/i6JrXmfrqBk/s1600-h/too-old4.jpg"><img title="too old" style="border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px; border-top-width: 0px" border="0" alt="too old" src="http://lh4.ggpht.com/-_0nOB728Blo/UtECXW8FEAI/AAAAAAAAEj0/_XTx1aQIees/too-old_thumb2.jpg?imgmax=800" width="423" height="310" /></a></p> <p align="center"><strong><font color="#9b00d3">--C</font></strong></p> Stickhorsecowgirlshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04167094045033324094noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1834389037350420100.post-694255085642662232014-01-07T11:52:00.001-06:002014-01-07T11:52:54.976-06:00C: Nomenclature ~ What’s a “Cabin?”<p align="justify"><a href="http://lh6.ggpht.com/-7KIjyS4sTzQ/Usw-4vDjwmI/AAAAAAAAEhw/6GEDVTi7pVc/s1600-h/cabin%25255B3%25255D.jpg"><img title="cabin" style="border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom: 0px; float: left; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin: 0px 19px 10px 0px; border-left: 0px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px" border="0" alt="cabin" src="http://lh4.ggpht.com/-KH29VxzekNY/Usw-5JnH01I/AAAAAAAAEh4/9QPrBthJJtU/cabin_thumb%25255B1%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="240" align="left" height="204" /></a>I love words.  As a part of that interest, I love to consider regional differences in language.  In my next life, I think I’ll be a linguist.  This morning brought a discussion/disagreement on this very topic.  Although I doubt it is a “regional” question in this particular usage, I find it interesting.  (Yes, I am easily amused)</p> <p align="justify">Son and I were riding in the car together.  We passed a lovely, two-story, square-log home that is on our regular route.  (V will know immediately the place I am talking about).   He commented<a href="http://lh6.ggpht.com/-y29yHr9TOvA/Usw-59_2HfI/AAAAAAAAEiA/iaPEe2SkAnA/s1600-h/log%252520house%25255B3%25255D.jpg"><img title="log house" style="border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom: 0px; float: right; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin: 8px 0px 8px 10px; border-left: 0px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px" border="0" alt="log house" src="http://lh5.ggpht.com/-Aw6og16Zt28/Usw-6khK0lI/AAAAAAAAEiE/Nq5xH7W9czg/log%252520house_thumb%25255B1%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="240" align="right" height="165" /></a> on it, calling it a “log cabin.”  This is NOT an actual picture of the place, but is here for illustrative purposes (such as the size of the structure!)</p> <p align="justify">This is reminiscent of his father, who also made this mistake of nomenclature.    The house in question must be over 3,000 square feet—a “cabin” it’ ain’t.   The second picture on the page ain’t a “cabin,” either. </p> <p align="justify"><a href="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-jdMeoqGK0WI/Usw-7GXah8I/AAAAAAAAEiQ/cTvgqLZKquk/s1600-h/cabin2%25255B2%25255D.jpg"><img title="cabin2" style="border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom: 0px; float: left; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin: 8px 23px 8px 0px; border-left: 0px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px" border="0" alt="cabin2" src="http://lh4.ggpht.com/-LROKVzWYGsE/Usw-7xj8uRI/AAAAAAAAEiY/tKAqUp7aiTo/cabin2_thumb.jpg?imgmax=800" width="244" align="left" height="184" /></a>I remarked on this, saying I did not think a “cabin” could actually be over two rooms.  He argued.</p> <p align="justify">In fact, <font color="#ff0000"><strong>Merriam-Webster online</strong></font> defines “<em>cabin” as “<font color="#9b00d3"><strong>a small, simple house made of wood</strong></font></em>” (disregarding the part about airplanes and ships).  Therefore, I rest my case!</p> <p align="justify">He’s not convinced, however, feeling that the <strong><font color="#9e7c7c">logs</font></strong> are the defining element of a “cabin.”  </p> <p align="justify">Wrong, wrong, wrong again.  You<a href="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-2vn0WmShWCU/Usw-8bjhkCI/AAAAAAAAEic/BYTbWzcA6KA/s1600-h/lumber%252520cabin%25255B3%25255D.jpg"><img title="lumber cabin" style="border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom: 0px; float: right; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin: 8px 1px 7px 6px; border-left: 0px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px" border="0" alt="lumber cabin" src="http://lh6.ggpht.com/-m_-OZacKWpY/Usw-9I89FYI/AAAAAAAAEio/YjoZbpAdgwc/lumber%252520cabin_thumb%25255B1%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="224" align="right" height="224" /></a> can have a lumber-sided cabin—but not a brick one (in my mind).</p> <p align="justify">Okay, weigh in—what constitutes a “cabin” for you?  <strong><font color="#9b00d3" size="5">--C</font></strong></p> Stickhorsecowgirlshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04167094045033324094noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1834389037350420100.post-30107319967878932692014-01-06T06:04:00.001-06:002014-01-06T06:04:52.240-06:00C: True Love (Get a Hankie)<p align="justify"><a href="http://lh6.ggpht.com/-so7TnYfk80Q/UsqboqY1meI/AAAAAAAAEgU/y6GAP1bnssM/s1600-h/true%252520love%25255B3%25255D.jpg"><img title="true love" style="border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom: 0px; float: left; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin: 0px 8px 8px 0px; border-left: 0px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px" border="0" alt="true love" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEib3lRFE3NhMlS4y1D-daxtb_8T-PLQN4GTUjbDEANnu0eDZbRcZNwuR5b4AqB33W5CycMbn7yDyKD6rQk5dWlj2SUgfEVRH2R5kwl-iCE_FK-rcORqXXLrQRDUhfwQ0qAcYgMQx_yTIKBi/?imgmax=800" width="244" align="left" height="155" /></a>I am a cynic about “true love,” doubting that it exists—at least in the sappy-movie sense.   The only “true love,” I sometimes say, is that of the Creator for His Creation. We humans are too fickle and self-serving to carry it off.</p> <p align="justify">And, yet, something has happened in our neighborhood that makes me re-think whether true love can be found here on this earth.</p> <p align="justify">There is a couple down the road from me (we’re in a rural area).   They are in the latter-half of their eighties and have lived out here all their lives.  We will call them “Mama” and “Daddy,” for that has been their main identity the vast majority of their lives.</p> <p align="justify">These are kind, warm people.  When my mother lived out here, they reached out to her in a kindness that she will never forget.</p> <p align="justify">Their Son was born with severe disabilities over sixty years ago and has never seen nor heard so far as can be told.  He has lived his life in a completely helpless state with no sign of recognition and few, infant-like, responses.  His food must be specially-prepared; baby food, if you like.  His care is total—he must be turned and washed and diapered.</p> <p align="justify">Mama and Daddy were told those decades ago that their baby would never pull out of this state and that he should be institutionalized for the duration of his life.  That life<a href="http://lh4.ggpht.com/-RZNvUXw85_4/Usqbq8iqOZI/AAAAAAAAEgk/oVU018IuEME/s1600-h/caring%25255B3%25255D.jpg"><img title="caring" style="border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom: 0px; float: right; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin: 8px 0px 8px 8px; border-left: 0px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px" border="0" alt="caring" src="http://lh4.ggpht.com/-QzuZRa-XM9I/Usqbs9iSkDI/AAAAAAAAEgs/lnr23H2cudI/caring_thumb%25255B1%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="240" align="right" height="185" /></a> would not be long, the doctors said.  </p> <p align="justify">Mama and Daddy refused.  This was their child; God had sent him to their charge.  They would care for him.  And care for him they did—for sixty three years now.  His care at home has been impeccable.</p> <p align="justify">Mama’s and Daddy’s “plight” as we outside of their circle see it, is unthinkable to most of us.  I have heard whispers that their chosen path was a “waste,” that their confinement with this man-child was to no avail.  I confess I have had some of these thoughts—hence, I refer you to my opening statements about the dearth of “true love.”</p> <p align="justify">It appears that over the years Mama and Daddy have carved out a routine for themselves.  Daddy worked until retirement twenty years ago, so the daily care of Son fell to Mama.  Daddy was willing help while he was at home; and after his retirement he was able to help her more.  They managed their lives by rarely going anywhere together.  They rotated church attendance, for example.  One would be at church while the other was on duty at home; the next week the roles would reverse.</p> <p align="justify">There are neighbors who would sometimes “sit” with Son while both parents took a brief respite; but this was not often, and Mama would not hear of a “stranger” coming in to watch over her child.</p> <p align="justify">The other night I was invited to some friends’ house for a convivial evening.  During that time I learned some things about this family.  For one thing, I was told that Son was in the process of dying and that a hospice worker was in attendance in the home.  </p> <p align="justify">I confess that across my mind flashed the thought that if Son passed, parents would at last have some time for themselves.  I especially thought of Mama homebound all those years without a real social life.</p> <p align="justify">My friend continued with even more distressing news, however.  Daddy, it seems, had slid considerably into <a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEj1CB1N_3gAoGCRBnnjofqjNPGsbe9ioyiiZFKMMgwoRs_YMCLYHoeNBOlfVUfvi5mCHAWXMZQ-owQ9IZj9RSWIqQf3XsAurgE1deUMaFfbu-gargui1-VcSZrdoxOt3qK9hVasevSw7n4O/s1600-h/caregive%252520family%25255B3%25255D.jpg"><img title="caregive family" style="border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom: 0px; float: left; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin: 9px 8px 8px 0px; border-left: 0px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px" border="0" alt="caregive family" src="http://lh5.ggpht.com/--MdrcCIsMRA/UsqbvIUiQhI/AAAAAAAAEg8/ka5sDSqnZlg/caregive%252520family_thumb%25255B1%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="240" align="left" height="160" /></a>dementia.  He had become forgetful and anxious, adding to Mama’s workload.  They were coping fairly well within the confinement of their routine, but the hospice worker had warned that if Son passed away, the shock of this to their well-ordered world would most-probably cause Daddy to slip away mentally altogether.</p> <p align="justify">There goes Mama’s chance for a “normal” life.  There is no way she will give his care over to another.  Care-giving is all she has ever known.</p> <p align="justify">As we talked, my friend told me something else I did not know.  Another neighbor—someone in his 50’s who had seemed hale and hearty to me just this past summer—had been hospitalized several weeks, diagnosed with a fatal condition.  He would be leaving this earth within a  month or two.<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiEeBX1b0Zb1fLrNzVZhjmbrNkkyk9eSyK4ZoCN-2P1pDBqc7ahsSVGVzwE9PXsKqM2ce1PsVvCi8C3dF-pM6VkeGo5O9TQbQjWhRwy7D2RDyCUnl5cda3-PvkV9DsJx_CnKRbS20jXbW1e/s1600-h/hospital%25255B3%25255D.jpg"><img title="hospital" style="border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom: 0px; float: right; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin: 9px 0px 11px 9px; border-left: 0px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px" border="0" alt="hospital" src="http://lh4.ggpht.com/-eC0zlms5xHo/Usqb1fiAsQI/AAAAAAAAEhM/2-5OmikxSlA/hospital_thumb%25255B1%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="240" align="right" height="116" /></a></p> <p align="justify">Then she told me this:  For over ten years now (she is unsure how many years), each Christmas morning Mama and Daddy would find a HUGE, beautifully-wrapped basket left on their front porch.  It was filled with all kinds of gifts that Mama and Daddy could enjoy at <a href="http://lh4.ggpht.com/-fqu9L6q3x4w/Usqb2fQsLhI/AAAAAAAAEhU/_gq3TN6opYo/s1600-h/gift%252520basket%25255B2%25255D.jpg"><img title="gift basket" style="border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom: 0px; float: left; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin: 9px 11px 9px 0px; border-left: 0px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px" border="0" alt="gift basket" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgpgWGtQyPZK6SQJrFsC2CUyxm4slYgMXvBervGMceLPuoDvm3Rx1QxXsHzlVE0a1ncP6JspZhNJq8FdxdDGAfhAGMUGZYY8mv3TcJ6k01yY-AriKc6aAc8l-4kfZUL9CKYKjKxrS6YhQyS/?imgmax=800" width="229" align="left" height="229" /></a>home: some luxury food items, some gadgets they might like—all kinds of things, especially selected for them.</p> <p align="justify">Each year the basket bore the same message, “<em>Merry Christmas, Mama and Daddy.  Thank you for loving me and taking such good care of me all these years  Love, Son</em>.”</p> <p align="justify">No one knew who had been leaving the baskets…until now.</p> <p align="justify">Hospitalized neighbor was helpless in his hospital bed before Christmas.  Because he had to enlist the assistance of others in the annual task, it became known that he was the basket-leaver all these years.  Even his family did not know.</p> <p align="justify">God had sent this man to serve Son in expressing the gratitude that he could not speak for himself…amazing.</p> <p align="justify">I am a stoic by nature and, yet, I cannot speak or write about this without tears.</p> <p align="justify">Son died later on the night of my learning all of this.  </p> <p align="justify">For me this story has spoken volumes.  It is about the unconditional love of parents for their child.  It is about true love that recognizes a need and fills it with a basket which is the message of love and gratitude—with never a thought for recognition.  </p> <p align="justify">And now Son is gone, with no further need of his messenger of love…and the messenger is leaving earth as well, just as the last basket is delivered and there is no longer that need. </p> <p align="justify">Again, I say: Amazing.  I am humbled.  <strong><em><font color="#9b00d3">--C</font></em></strong></p> Stickhorsecowgirlshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04167094045033324094noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1834389037350420100.post-25465991246714453002013-12-28T14:16:00.001-06:002013-12-28T14:16:16.967-06:00C: Rock ‘n’ Roll Wisdom<p align="justify"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgQJGrBrX450WFjq_16x87eFLGA-WRERuBFBBEWytl8hsaf53nKTf-OzIJBhh7YYfFajM_NbgxH_qHpo1Y7NrXiJzomUV9V5AIAxltn9Ior0FFFV6-njM2zsepK_HrHLgeSNUgSJD1zuWYn/s1600-h/don%252527t%252520stop%252520believin%252527%25255B2%25255D.jpg"><img title="don't stop believin'" style="border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; float: left; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin: 0px 22px 7px 0px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px; border-top-width: 0px" border="0" alt="don't stop believin'" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgn_De3USygzLqqCtQzut8fCeY0qDIVErxlvXjf700ATn5vWB_tcJg_-IClwfz-haFCOKqasstu0C4BPvecjzC999HOj_3xR8Iwk2hmC3gk7QHwlYCN87wHOl4drbknRUG3xW0H1GDLzsRA/?imgmax=800" width="209" align="left" height="244" /></a>I am a baby-boomer/sixties-to-eighties-rock-lovin’ old person.  I am sitting at the computer listening to my Pandora “Dire Straits” Station.  (I have an opera station, too, so don’t judge me too harshly).</p> <p align="justify">Along came the old Journey hit, “<em>Don’t Stop Believing</em>.”  It made me think of a post—<strong><em>inspiration</em></strong>!  You just never know how the Muse will strike, right? Journey said:</p> <blockquote> <p align="center"><strong><font color="#9b00d3">She Took the Midnight Train Goin’ Anywhere</font></strong></p> </blockquote> <p align="center"><em><strong>Wow</strong></em>.</p> <p align="justify">These lyrics made me think about advice I wish young women everywhere would heed.  It is advice borne of my longish life, tinged with sorrow now softened, and of my very-long work as a divorce lawyer.  </p> <p><em><font color="#809ec2"><strong>Ahhhhh</strong></font></em>, if only they would listen to me.</p> <p align="justify">As I age I am learning the importance of living life intentionally…making conscious decisions about<a href="http://lh6.ggpht.com/-zZcsYSpyfAo/Ur8xfPe2TLI/AAAAAAAAEe4/ZENKzMHG6pc/s1600-h/inttentional%2525203%25255B4%25255D.jpg"><img title="inttentional 3" style="border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; float: right; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px; border-top-width: 0px" border="0" alt="inttentional 3" src="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-9j37PP2hnks/Ur8xfkBRDTI/AAAAAAAAEfA/y_vw5Mnim4U/inttentional%2525203_thumb%25255B2%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="272" align="right" height="141" /></a> what I like, what I want from life, how I want to live it.  </p> <p align="justify">So many of us, women especially (hang with me, here), just drift through days, taking life’s midnight train to anywhere.</p> <p align="justify">We especially need to  be <strong><u>intentional</u></strong> in important decisions—like who we marry or with whom we choose to have a child; and, yes, being wary of listening only to the heart in these matters.</p> <p align="justify"> <a href="http://lh5.ggpht.com/-xi-dVBEVoeY/Ur8xgAr1UrI/AAAAAAAAEfI/262dGpVIzMU/s1600-h/intention%2525202%25255B6%25255D.jpg"><img title="intention 2" style="border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px; border-top-width: 0px" border="0" alt="intention 2" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi4dBeKAmM1XoJOPowEGlbLereona8qldsTIS3UcH_Qz7GBLT8AMsAqlomGxmA8k6okaKprx5ZMjHJd7ZgevMwbtnDdKzSFY4RaFTx5_otFQN2sr7ffEAHZXfsOeKOfEEdDllbBQ2T3B9tB/?imgmax=800" width="438" height="146" /></a></p> <p align="justify">I know I have beaten this drum before, but it pains me that almost weekly I see women in hard situations because they <strong><em><u>settled</u></em></strong>.  They did not strive for the best. They did not hold out for all that life has for them. They waited for what came along to claim them and then just climbed aboard.  <font color="#809ec2"><strong>Big, Big, Big mistake</strong></font>…the train to anywhere can take you to a hard life.</p> <p>Look at this picture, hand water- colored by non-artist me just for you.</p> <p><a href="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-PF1TeC8doRc/Ur8xhF1T__I/AAAAAAAAEfc/jm7yJ4mWF8w/s1600-h/fruit%252520tree%25255B6%25255D.jpg"><img title="fruit tree" style="border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; float: none; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin-left: auto; display: block; padding-right: 0px; border-top-width: 0px; margin-right: auto" border="0" alt="fruit tree" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhH46igO5iTh11zxoiZBCenFlgUD8CHbUBW7_4-dJDmFsOlom6XlTByGIcytX2khv9GCd5IgvWkeNOleRwEjQIkRMPzeawWgHwFGM6y7nos4ksRJgpCUh8zu9dKRCUPAppZUdi1FF25GQNt/?imgmax=800" width="237" height="328" /></a></p> <p align="justify">See those luscious fruits on the tree?  (squint and understand they are meant to <em>represent</em> luscious).  </p> <p align="justify">See the stick figure scratching his/her head trying to decide which one he/she will pick?  </p> <p align="justify"><u><strong>Who are you</strong></u>?  Are you the picker, finding just the right fruit to fill your purpose?  Or are you the fruit, just waiting on some random picker to come by and snag you away to whatever fate he/she chooses for you?</p> <p align="justify">And, if you are the fruit, are you placed high, peeking barely through the trees, something worth climbing and searching for?  Or are you the one hanging low, within easy reach for any picker passer-by?</p> <p align="justify">Do you know that you have the right to set your own standards?  That <a href="http://lh6.ggpht.com/-Mxv_Eq96r9c/Ur8xiVdFwlI/AAAAAAAAEfo/esylBJIPlgE/s1600-h/exclusive%25255B3%25255D.jpg"><img title="exclusive" style="border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; float: left; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px; border-top-width: 0px" border="0" alt="exclusive" src="http://lh6.ggpht.com/-6hrP_9c8tXw/Ur8ximFY2lI/AAAAAAAAEfw/p027lkT3ZCk/exclusive_thumb%25255B1%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="240" align="left" height="182" /></a>you can be “exclusive?”  It is your life…make pickers understand that you are not within the reach of just anyone.</p> <p align="justify">Living intentionally is good advice for anyone, so why am I addressing women?  For reasons that include:</p> <ol> <li> <div align="justify">Pickers are mostly men.  It’s just the truth…<em><strong><font color="#6a8cb7"><u>change this</u>!</font></strong></em> You don’t have to accept it.   <em><strong>You</strong></em> be the picker for your own life, and choose your fruit wisely.  Have some standards, some criteria.</div> </li> <li> <div align="justify">Women impact children more.  In our age of divorce, kids stay with moms.  Dads, if they are decent, visit.  Moms are primary shapers.  Even if you are fortunate and never have your family split asunder, you need to consider what influence your partner will bring to your kids.  Women, you owe it to your children to choose wisely who will father them; and you must model for them that they can shape their lives to a great degree.</div> </li> </ol> <p align="justify">If you are in the <strong><font color="#0000ff">U</font><font color="#ff0000">S</font><font color="#0000ff">A</font></strong> reading this, you have won life’s lottery of opportunity.  You are blessed to be able to make choices that many on this globe don’t have—don’t squander this.  Be intentional with your life.  <a href="http://lh4.ggpht.com/-Juu1nzhhskg/Ur8xjAyEJZI/AAAAAAAAEf4/CZh-fIyO6qQ/s1600-h/intention%2525201%25255B3%25255D.jpg"><img title="intention 1" style="border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; float: left; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin: 10px 21px 6px 0px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px; border-top-width: 0px" border="0" alt="intention 1" src="http://lh4.ggpht.com/-wx32Xrm307Q/Ur8xjkmCj6I/AAAAAAAAEgE/CLujryJeCiw/intention%2525201_thumb%25255B1%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="240" align="left" height="186" /></a></p> <p align="justify">If you don’t heed this advice, then you run the risk of being what rocker Tom Petty said in 1991:</p> <blockquote> <p align="center"><font color="#9b00d3"><strong>“A rebel without a clue…”</strong></font></p> </blockquote> <p align="left">Be intentional in the way you live.  Especially be intentional in the most important decisions of your life.  </p> <p align="center"><strong>Don’t be the picked—be the picker.</strong></p> <p align="right"><strong><em><font size="5">--<font color="#0000ff">C</font></font></em></strong></p> <p><strong><font color="#ff0000">PS – Preachy, I know…but it’s on my heart.</font></strong></p> Stickhorsecowgirlshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04167094045033324094noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1834389037350420100.post-28436790644326453312013-12-15T12:24:00.001-06:002013-12-15T12:24:45.156-06:00C: Legacy of Bitterness; Lessons from the Pages of Real Life.<p align="justify"><font size="3"><a href="http://lh6.ggpht.com/-iZFOLyn706g/Uq3zxebfLDI/AAAAAAAAEcQ/Am5zO2o164o/s1600-h/richer%252520or%252520power%25255B3%25255D.jpg"><img title="richer or power" style="border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; float: left; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin: 4px 10px 5px 0px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px; border-top-width: 0px" border="0" alt="richer or power" src="http://lh5.ggpht.com/-3_u4zK26Xg8/Uq3zx4oIX7I/AAAAAAAAEcU/PSfoTHCkl14/richer%252520or%252520power_thumb%25255B1%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="240" align="left" height="192" /></a>Jo and Jim did not have a perfect marriage, but it was a good one, Jo thought. They had been married 26 years and had two beautiful college-student daughters still at home. Each had worked with large companies for over twenty years. They did not make huge salaries and they were not wealthy, but they had no big monetary concerns and had decent retirement funds. They were conservative in their spending, and had enough to make the payments on the home they had lived in for the last 18 years. They lived a bit too much on credit cards. It was hard not to with two college-aged girls, and all four members of the family had cars. Thankfully, two of them were paid off, but they all had to be insured. Monthly payments took planning, but they were able to maintain a good credit score.</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">Jim's father lived alone about thirty minutes from Jo and Jim. He was a bit emotionally removed from his only child, but Jo did her best to include Ben in the family celebration times and she prodded Jim to visit his father at least monthly. Ben seemed to know this because he was a bit warmer to Jo than even his only child. Ben and Jim's mother had divorced long ago, and she had been deceased for over ten years. Ben just seemed to like his aloofness and, Jo and Jim knew little about Ben's business affairs. He had recently retired.</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">It was a shock to receive the call that Ben had suffered a heart attack in his front yard. A neighbor had seen him react to the pain and tried to render assistance, calling 911. Ben slipped away.</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">This was followed by yet<a href="http://lh5.ggpht.com/-UKutG3L-AZg/Uq3zyUNaq0I/AAAAAAAAEcc/zUilzz905I4/s1600-h/money%252520love%25255B3%25255D.jpg"><img title="money love" style="border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; float: right; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin: 7px 0px 7px 8px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px; border-top-width: 0px" border="0" alt="money love" src="http://lh4.ggpht.com/-YMQXVzIb5r0/Uq3zy8rb21I/AAAAAAAAEco/CVpDkTvhkuo/money%252520love_thumb%25255B1%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="240" align="right" height="134" /></a> another shock: Ben had amassed quite a hefty bank account. There was almost $600,000 in various assets and life insurance benefits awaiting Jim, his only heir. Their shock at losing a family member was softened a bit by this discovery. They had no idea that Ben was worth so much. They discussed the relief it would give them to be able to pay off their house at last and have no debt as they entered the years when they, too, began to think about retirement. Being cautious, Jo and Jim consulted a financial planner who gave them good advice.</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">The summer months approached soon after Ben’s funeral, and the family went on a cruise that Jim had purchased as a treat for "his girls" and in celebration of his youngest having graduated from high school. "<i>No more high schoolers--only college girls!</i>" Jim teased. The cruise had been purchased before Ben's death, so it had been a spurge for which Jo had to be<a href="http://lh5.ggpht.com/-gjVdZvI7esU/Uq3zztmdKvI/AAAAAAAAEcs/74nAFv_EZp8/s1600-h/cruise%25255B3%25255D.jpg"><img title="cruise" style="border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom: 0px; float: left; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin: 11px 18px 13px 0px; border-left: 0px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px" border="0" alt="cruise" src="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-JcczPXqlnz4/Uq3z0FkJPII/AAAAAAAAEc4/GzrJdd46uuc/cruise_thumb%25255B1%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="217" align="left" height="232" /></a> persuaded over her caution at bending the budget. She knew that it would require a good long time of credit card payments to pay it off, but it seemed important to Jim, so she capitulated. Truthfully, it was the first thing she thought of with relief after their good fortune was revealed.</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">The cruise came and Jo was puzzled by Jim's lack of interest in her there. Not only was there no romantic move on his part, but it became clear as the week progressed that he was actually seeking time away from her. Jo felt near to tears several times when she particularly felt his coldness. Truthfully, the cruise turned into a nightmare for Jo. She could not wait to get home, thinking that the return to normal routine would return her husband to normal as well.</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">They got home late on Saturday night. After sleeping in on Sunday, the day was spent with Jim going to gather some groceries for the week and Jo rifling through the ton of laundry that needed washing and put away before both returned to work on Monday morning. There was little to no conversation. Monday dawned, and they parted for the work day.</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">That evening Jim strolled in after work and joined Jo in the living room where she was relaxing in front of the <a href="http://lh5.ggpht.com/-5NzdwohM7qo/Uq3z0suBFfI/AAAAAAAAEc8/HKV8jZW6b4s/s1600-h/breaking%252520up%25255B3%25255D.jpg"><img title="breaking up" style="border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom: 0px; float: left; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin: 11px 29px 14px 0px; border-left: 0px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px" border="0" alt="breaking up" src="http://lh6.ggpht.com/-AXX0rYAJI2I/Uq3z1FPo9jI/AAAAAAAAEdE/5pnr8CuE-MM/breaking%252520up_thumb%25255B1%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="240" align="left" height="175" /></a>television after the hard first day back after vacation. "<i>Jo,"</i> Jim said, "<i>I have decided I no longer want to be married. I have rented an apartment and am moving out. Please don’t make a scene--it won't do any good</i>."</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">Jo could not believe her ears. Jim was leaving? Apartment? When did he make this decision? When did he have the time to rent an apartment? She was stunned, and then she was terrified.</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">The girls came home together as Jim was still packing. Jo, mercifully, had been able to hold herself together emotionally, later realizing that the shock probably was the reason why. She called Jim in and said, "<i>Girls, your father has an announcement to make</i>…" The girls turn with expectant looks on their faces.</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">Jim was visibly upset that Jo had commandeered the moment, but he said, "<i>I am sorry but your mother and I have decided to separate. W<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgJd28xMzQC0fFgAaZ2WnWEQAY8RXYjVPuuzAfJ95Cz4wvpu0gKCO2pJftrQdcr-y9ZAiMeuQchCxkDjYegTQJ7mGw2JgdVcNJfX24SE4bgtcn15wJ_TnnYHRtZ0IVrFCk62N1A4Etqngvl/s1600-h/bad%252520news%25255B2%25255D.jpg"><img title="bad news" style="border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom: 0px; float: right; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin: 10px 0px 14px 11px; border-left: 0px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px" border="0" alt="bad news" src="http://lh5.ggpht.com/--NoIaQPlwso/Uq3z2EhLlyI/AAAAAAAAEdY/jN4F3qtNkTw/bad%252520news_thumb.jpg?imgmax=800" width="244" align="right" height="163" /></a>e both love you very much and this has nothing to do with you--you won't even have any changes in your life. We know that this is the best</i>."</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">He scowled when he heard Jo say, "<i>Oh no you don't. I am not taking the blame for this, Jim.</i> " Turning to the girls, she said, "<i>This was not a joint decision, it was his decision. I never saw it coming. I don't want a divorce, but he has told me that there is nothing I can do to change his mind</i>."</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">Unlike their mother, the girls became hysterical. They clutched at their father, railed at him and screamed that he was ruining their lives and breaking up their home.</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">It made no difference. "<i>Someday you will understand. I will call you both in a day or two</i>," he said as he went out the door.</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">The next day Jo was served with divorce papers at work--Jim had filed on his first day back from vacation without a word to her about it. Jo had the presence of mind to hire her own attorney immediately.</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">Jo learned that until such time as Jim put her name on his father's inheritance (which he had not done) it was not a part of the marital estate. This was strictly Jim's money. The negotiations began. Jo's lawyer asked for alimony and an unequal division of debt based on the huge difference in assets of the parties. The lawyer also advised that the chances for gaining these were "iffy" under Jo's circumstances. Jim instructed his attorney that, not only did he despise the idea of alimony, he wanted Jo to pay half of all credit card debts, notwithstanding the fact that he had so much more money.</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">As the negotiations went on, Jim nickled-and-dimed Jo to death. It was particularly <a href="http://lh5.ggpht.com/-d1rBb88aElM/Uq3z2nclonI/AAAAAAAAEdc/TbevRESifok/s1600-h/division%25255B2%25255D.jpg"><img title="division" style="border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; float: left; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin: 8px 8px 7px 0px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px; border-top-width: 0px" border="0" alt="division" src="http://lh5.ggpht.com/-XR0i6WBCiGk/Uq3z3ZqqNdI/AAAAAAAAEdk/MZymTd2QIc8/division_thumb.jpg?imgmax=800" width="244" align="left" height="175" /></a>rankling that Jim insisted she pay a full one-half of the cruise cost since she had cautioned against it to begin with. Jim haggled with her over furniture items, demanding pieces that she knew he both had no use for and did not particularly like. He refused to pick up the rest of his personal belongings, leaving them for Jo to pack and store in the garage. Jo began to make plans to try to replace the living room furniture he seemed hell-bent to take. She worried about the girls having no sofa to sit on in their home.</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">In the end, Jim did not want to go to Court--Jo's attorney was able to make him feel that he would look like a huge heel under the circumstances, and he did not want to fade that heat. Jo received a settlement that allowed her to live in their home, Jim waiving his interest in the equity, but she would have to refinance it. Out of her share of his retirement,<a href="http://lh5.ggpht.com/-J1B2Fahh2Wo/Uq3z39TYRVI/AAAAAAAAEdw/7brZ0kQu8E8/s1600-h/credit%252520cards%25255B3%25255D.jpg"><img title="credit cards" style="border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom: 0px; float: right; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin: 4px 0px 7px 7px; border-left: 0px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px" border="0" alt="credit cards" src="http://lh6.ggpht.com/-44FQ2rUPblw/Uq3z4WibbDI/AAAAAAAAEd0/z_HkulL4Ky0/credit%252520cards_thumb%25255B1%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="240" align="right" height="180" /></a> she "paid Jim back" for her one-half of all the credit card debt.   He wanted to be absolutely sure that Jo paid every cent of “her share” of the “marital debt.”</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">He let go of the furniture items he had worried Jo about; the haggling was clearly harassment. He refused to agree on paper to continue to help the girls through school, and Jo was told that the law won't make him do so. He indicated to them that he will still help, so long as they meet all his criteria. He has shown little interest in spending time with them. Time will tell.</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">In short, Jo has exited this marriage with barely enough. She will make it, but it won't be fun.</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">Jim, on the other hand, has a swank new apartment full of<a href="http://lh4.ggpht.com/-4usu9rQL1Uc/Uq3z445jorI/AAAAAAAAEeA/gYkeqlpETKQ/s1600-h/rich%25255B3%25255D.jpg"><img title="rich" style="border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; float: right; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin: 8px 0px 10px 11px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px; border-top-width: 0px" border="0" alt="rich" src="http://lh6.ggpht.com/-NFBew2aHyXc/Uq3z5gaGTdI/AAAAAAAAEeE/gYAZ4r8alvY/rich_thumb%25255B1%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="240" align="right" height="150" /></a> brand-new furniture and a huge television in the living room.</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">Jo's attorney asked her at what point she realized that Jim was a man of such low character. Her answer: "<i>The day he walked in and told me wanted a divorce. Before that, I never would have believed that Jim would do this to me</i>."  This is a common lament…</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">Jo and her attorney both theorize that Jim was reasonably happy in his marriage. Until their cruise (after he became rich), Jo never had any other inkling. The money, however, and the freedom it brought made Jim begin to think about a life he could never have had before his inheritance. He simply chose the single life. The money became so very important to him as a symbol of this fantasy life, that he haggled and fought with Jo over any cent of it she might get in the settlement.</font></p> <p align="justify"><a href="http://lh6.ggpht.com/-cKGk9ZRr-FA/Uq3z53Up23I/AAAAAAAAEeQ/U028ewuq3HM/s1600-h/it%252527s%252520mine%25255B4%25255D.jpg"><img title="it's mine" style="border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; border-left: 0px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px" border="0" alt="it's mine" src="http://lh6.ggpht.com/-wBI6Bz0N_Yg/Uq3z6lea3hI/AAAAAAAAEeU/BAKKrvasoPA/it%252527s%252520mine_thumb%25255B2%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="458" height="273" /></a></p> <p align="center"><font size="3">It was the inheritance.</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">It's the only explanation Jo can come up with.</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">In case you doubt it, the story is true.  Learn what you will from Jo’s story.  You just never know.</font></p> <p align="justify"><font color="#9b00d3" size="3"><em><strong>--C</strong></em></font></p> Stickhorsecowgirlshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04167094045033324094noreply@blogger.com8tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1834389037350420100.post-26742772066631311182013-12-01T07:39:00.001-06:002013-12-01T07:39:56.945-06:00C: Breakfasting Abroad<p align="justify"><font size="3"><a href="http://lh6.ggpht.com/-jjno41-0_jA/Ups8E8ZXFcI/AAAAAAAAEaI/5QczFSjkKJE/s1600-h/ramat%252520rachel%25255B4%25255D.jpg"><img title="ramat rachel" style="border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; float: left; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin: 0px 6px 6px 0px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px; border-top-width: 0px" border="0" alt="ramat rachel" src="http://lh4.ggpht.com/-yfo_FzPZqO0/Ups8FbM3-WI/AAAAAAAAEaM/48O-y5-a1m0/ramat%252520rachel_thumb%25255B2%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="284" align="left" height="135" /></a>Back in 1999 my Son was graduating from high school.  He had a long-standing desire to visit Israel, and we decided to spring for a two-week family visit to celebrate his achievement.  </font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">We did our trip ourselves—eschewing tour groups—and we traveled the country by means of a rented car.  We had many adventures and, now that I am recalling the trip anew, I may share some with you later, but right now what is on my mind is breakfast.  Breakfast on that trip sort of symbolizes for me a little breaking free from the “box” of my own acculturalization…at least temporarily, as you will see and as only now occurs to me.</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">During our initial days there, we stayed in a very nice kibbutz-run hotel called Ramat<a href="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-7CSSBrh7akc/Ups8Fkz1e7I/AAAAAAAAEaU/DkuRVBPt-4k/s1600-h/ramat%252520rachel%252520grounds%25255B3%25255D.jpg"><img title="ramat rachel grounds" style="border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; float: right; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin: 6px 0px 6px 6px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px; border-top-width: 0px" border="0" alt="ramat rachel grounds" src="http://lh6.ggpht.com/-z22JbB_5QCg/Ups8F4y_VtI/AAAAAAAAEag/HrW7zsklwUk/ramat%252520rachel%252520grounds_thumb%25255B1%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="240" align="right" height="161" /></a> Rachel. That is an aerial view at the top of this post.  It is situated on a hill between Jerusalem and Bethlehem.  Its grounds are gorgeous, as you can see better in this picture.</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">Our first day we arrived early evening exhausted from the overseas flight and the masses checking through customs at the airport.  We grabbed a snack for dinner and crashed.</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">The next morning, we were bright-eyed and bushy-tailed, ready for adventure.  We went downstairs to breakfast before heading out to see the sights.</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3"><a href="http://lh6.ggpht.com/-HUzSVZa4B-0/Ups8GS5xZDI/AAAAAAAAEak/Wpj_mMp-E_c/s1600-h/ramat%252520rachel%252520dining%252520hall%25255B2%25255D.jpg"><img title="ramat rachel dining hall" style="border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; float: left; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin: 6px 6px 6px 0px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px; border-top-width: 0px" border="0" alt="ramat rachel dining hall" src="http://lh4.ggpht.com/-rcZZ7DE9PsA/Ups8G2xVAiI/AAAAAAAAEas/htXrgkZIsPQ/ramat%252520rachel%252520dining%252520hall_thumb.jpg?imgmax=800" width="244" align="left" height="165" /></a>The dining hall was huge.  Here is a picture of a portion of it.  It served both the hotel guests and the workers of the kibbutz.  We found a table situated in the midst of visitors from the world over, interspersed with Israelis in uniform (mostly very young, both men and women).  The breakfast scene was surreal to me from the start, but then I viewed the foods.</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">There was one station that was full of American-style breakfast food:  Eggs, cereals, a toasting station with bagels, rolls, breads and butter.  There was no bacon or ham, of course, in deference to Jewish dietary laws.  An American could find a fine breakfast here.  But I noticed that this offering was the least- visited by the folks in the hall…</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">There were vast tables of salad<a href="http://lh5.ggpht.com/-AK9Q0JcoYlw/Ups8HLDF91I/AAAAAAAAEa4/LFeep7busQM/s1600-h/red%252520onion%25255B3%25255D.jpg"><img title="red onion" style="border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; float: left; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin: 6px 11px 6px 0px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px; border-top-width: 0px" border="0" alt="red onion" src="http://lh4.ggpht.com/-5YQQlZSgcw4/Ups8HtAurkI/AAAAAAAAEa8/VcZgb5h6oSY/red%252520onion_thumb%25255B1%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="240" align="left" height="159" /></a> greens, big bowls of sliced red onions, cucumbers, beets, tomatoes, peppers, all sorts of raw vegetables.  Some were in sauce or vinegar; some were just left unadorned.  There were jugs of olive oil, vinegar and other dressings.</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">There was a long table full of marvelous melons and fruits.  One table held a display of fish in various forms of room-temperature preparation: smoked or pickled.  There was rice and grains I did not know…</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">I stood there amazed.  The majority of the folks there were filling their breakfast plates from these tables, building gorgeous salads, some topping them with smoked or p<a href="http://lh4.ggpht.com/-IbtFlr8i1O8/Ups8IKMkZxI/AAAAAAAAEbE/T4beH9t_XBc/s1600-h/ramat%252520rachel%252520breakfast%25255B2%25255D.jpg"><img title="ramat rachel breakfast" style="border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; float: right; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin: 9px 0px 9px 9px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px; border-top-width: 0px" border="0" alt="ramat rachel breakfast" src="http://lh6.ggpht.com/-udlUm2ZBJVE/Ups8IdQ9w2I/AAAAAAAAEbQ/051BDk7Xk6s/ramat%252520rachel%252520breakfast_thumb.jpg?imgmax=800" width="244" align="right" height="164" /></a>ickled fish.   They were walking way from the buffet tables with plates that look like this.  For breakfast?????  I could not help but gawk.</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">It was then that it occurred to me that not everyone the world over has separate, identifiable breakfast foods like we Americans do.  Many eat the same things, regardless of the time of day.  </font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">Oh, I was (am) so very provincial.</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">And then it happened.  The sides of my cultural “box” flew apart when my  eyes lit on the olive table.  Olives are one of my <a href="http://lh6.ggpht.com/-lj8U7EKpMxw/Ups8I00XLGI/AAAAAAAAEbY/JnDIXMnu7mA/s1600-h/olives%2525201%25255B3%25255D.jpg"><img title="olives 1" style="border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; float: left; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin: 9px 9px 9px 0px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px; border-top-width: 0px" border="0" alt="olives 1" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjDfrJ942fbXVu5xxMSYeLPuhKIECDCd9leRMBC9P9_ZfV6clSYCkAjrwK-hj8nh3SeK01jCJ63f98H9ERQePbNAu1QLiZU-GpXKY0l8XUIem46NHTPORX5ADG7oSVyCjfpoq1YpRGnbMUr/?imgmax=800" width="240" align="left" height="158" /></a>very, very favorite foods.  I have yet to meet an olive I did not like except when something unnatural has been done to it, like stuffing it with something inappropriate.  And Israel is <em>the </em>place to go for olives, apparently.  There were varieties I had never seen—bowls and bowls of them.  I gravitated.  </font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">When I met Son and Husband back at our table, I plopped down a plate full of an assortment of olives, a couple kinds of kibbutz-made soft cheeses, a hunk of fresh bread.  I chuckled at the popping of their eyes as I wandered off to grab my coffee and orange juice.  I was quite proud of my breakfast plate beside their mundane cereal, eggs and toast.</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">This is the breakfast I enjoyed each and every morning of my trip, to the thinly-disguised disgust of my fellow travelers.  They both like olives—just not for breakfast!</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">I smile as I think how seeing others partake of what were in my mind “unusual” breakfast<a href="http://lh4.ggpht.com/-osQQq9whINk/Ups8JkturlI/AAAAAAAAEbk/x9WE3MMW5cc/s1600-h/olives%25255B3%25255D.jpg"><img title="olives" style="border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; float: right; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin: 9px 0px 9px 9px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px; border-top-width: 0px" border="0" alt="olives" src="http://lh6.ggpht.com/-s3NUWydHwHw/Ups8J6LnkYI/AAAAAAAAEbs/g6xUxpTb140/olives_thumb%25255B1%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="240" align="right" height="180" /></a> foods gave me sort of a permission to explore and enjoy my olives each morning—and I did, indeed, enjoy these breakfasts.</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">I wonder sometimes how restricted my life is by my failure to think and move outside my cultural box, as I did in the matter of the olives.  It takes some exposure, I suppose, which most of us really can’t afford.</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3"><a href="http://lh5.ggpht.com/-Bqfqo23FOt8/Ups8KeakpUI/AAAAAAAAEb0/DjFp1hADcho/s1600-h/box%25255B3%25255D.jpg"><img title="box" style="border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; float: left; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin: 9px 9px 9px 0px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px; border-top-width: 0px" border="0" alt="box" src="http://lh5.ggpht.com/-Kwj78Nw24yk/Ups8K21e5kI/AAAAAAAAEcA/uQbI_IqwuUk/box_thumb%25255B1%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="240" align="left" height="185" /></a>And, for the record, I haven’t had an olive for breakfast since I returned from Israel in 1999 and slipped back into the box.  </font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">Kind of sad</font>.  <strong><em><font color="#9b00d3">--C</font></em></strong></p> Stickhorsecowgirlshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04167094045033324094noreply@blogger.com9tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1834389037350420100.post-53328135370167174272013-11-28T21:50:00.001-06:002013-11-28T21:50:23.360-06:00C: Can One Have “New Traditions?”<p><a href="http://lh5.ggpht.com/-wMz7oGkpeD0/UpgO9JX8ANI/AAAAAAAAEZQ/vEX0OtB_tow/s1600-h/tradition%25255B3%25255D.jpg"><img title="tradition" style="border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom: 0px; float: left; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin: 0px 9px 10px 0px; border-left: 0px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px" border="0" alt="tradition" src="http://lh6.ggpht.com/-XNFBZ-8DMew/UpgO9rMPm8I/AAAAAAAAEZU/jgTy8i5SO7s/tradition_thumb%25255B1%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="204" align="left" height="240" /></a>I mean, Merriam-Webster defines tradition as:</p> <p align="justify"><em>a way of thinking, behaving, or doing something that has been used by the people in a particular group, family, society, etc., for a long time</em></p> <p align="justify">So, is the term “new tradition” an oxymoron? (Dn. “oxymoron” is: a combination of contradictory or   incongruous words such as <em>cruel kindness…</em>my own suggestions are <em>honest lawyer--</em>I can self-deprecate-- or <em>internal revenue service</em>….but I digress.</p> <p align="justify">We just had our first Thanksgiving Dinner of the season.  Today, Thanksgiving proper, it was Son, MIL and me.  The three of us had our own not-so-little feast so that we would have all those luscious leftovers.  And I think I may have started a “new tradition.”  </p> <p align="justify"><strong><a href="https://www.finecooking.com/user/login">Fine Cooking</a></strong> had this recipe for mashed carrots.  Being a carrot-lover, I tried, it and we all loved it.  I am taking it tomorrow to Sister’s house for all my family to enjoy.  I thought some of you might enjoy it, too:</p> <p align="justify"><a href="http://lh6.ggpht.com/-tkqxT46_u0I/UpgO-E89p8I/AAAAAAAAEZg/4K9EnFhyC-0/s1600-h/carrots%25255B3%25255D.jpg"><img title="" style="border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; border-left: 0px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px" border="0" alt="" src="http://lh6.ggpht.com/-MQBpTY5OJro/UpgO-jXP75I/AAAAAAAAEZk/k09pjpoQgA4/carrots_thumb%25255B1%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="427" height="364" /></a></p> <p align="center"><strong>Carrot Mash with </strong></p> <p align="center"><strong>Orange and Mint</strong></p> <blockquote> <p align="center"><font color="#0000ff">Serves 4-6 (generous)</font></p> <p><font color="#0000ff">2 lbs carrots, peeled and cut into 1-inch pieces.</font></p> <p><font color="#0000ff">Kosher salt</font></p> <p><font color="#0000ff">1 oz (2 Tbs) butter</font></p> <p><font color="#0000ff">2 Tbs. heavy cream (<em>mmmmm</em>)</font></p> <p><font color="#0000ff">2 Tbs olive oil</font></p> <p><font color="#0000ff">1 1/2 Tbs. finely-chopped fresh mint</font></p> <p><font color="#0000ff">1/2 tsp. finely grated orange zest or more to taste.</font></p> <p><font color="#0000ff">Splash of Tabasco </font></p> </blockquote> <p align="justify"><font color="#0000ff">Boil the carrots until tender, with salt.  When easily-pierced with fork, drain into colander and let the steam rise for a few minutes.</font></p> <p><font color="#0000ff">Meanwhile, heat butter, cream, oil, mint, zest, 1/2 tsp salt and a dash of Tabasco in sauce pan over low heat until the butter is melted. Dump in the carrots.</font></p> <p align="justify"><font color="#0000ff">For rustic texture (which is what I did), use potato masher until you get the consistency you like (I ended up added a tad more cream).</font></p> <p align="justify"><font color="#0000ff">You can also put carrots through food processor before adding to the other ingredients to get the smoothest texture, as shown in the picture.</font></p> <p align="justify">I’m tellin’ ya, this is scrumptious, and mine had a much richer orange color than this picture depicts.</p> <p>I will be doing this one again.<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgvcbNOiamhYH_WPILO7-u1L46tVsBD3-0Fz6DPXbLK_clpClNeSDzYzsensGfCSW3RhwPWmkSc6Svg0VGoR2-wjllgVAlq47HMv-yxFJ_nAVim6dplOFJP7w_Mqr_PzUiIfc0Mq1htqIFt/s1600-h/count%252520your%252520blessings%25255B2%25255D.jpg"><img title="count your blessings" style="border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom: 0px; float: right; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin: 10px 0px 0px 12px; border-left: 0px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px" border="0" alt="count your blessings" src="http://lh5.ggpht.com/-EhKFuw_1ctk/UpgO_XiPriI/AAAAAAAAEZ4/bu-GdbjsOeY/count%252520your%252520blessings_thumb.jpg?imgmax=800" width="244" align="right" height="175" /></a></p> <p align="justify">I hope you all had a wonderful Thanksgiving Day and counted all your blessings.</p> <p><strong><em><font color="#d16349">--</font><font color="#ff8040">C</font></em></strong></p> <p><strong><em><font color="#004040">PS.  You should go to the Fine Cooking link above and create an account.  I’m loving their recipes and the “recipe box” feature.</font></em></strong></p> Stickhorsecowgirlshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04167094045033324094noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1834389037350420100.post-75526228226398067472013-11-25T17:10:00.001-06:002013-11-25T17:10:39.504-06:00C: Pay It Forward at the Starbuck’s Window<p align="justify"><font size="3"><a href="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-VfWlaueVUsc/UpPY3fEGH2I/AAAAAAAAEX0/snpV3yc1rvU/s1600-h/starbucks%25255B4%25255D.jpg"><img title="starbucks" style="border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; float: left; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin: 0px 6px 6px 0px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px; border-top-width: 0px" border="0" alt="starbucks" src="http://lh5.ggpht.com/-d0i61oClQNQ/UpPY3y1qb7I/AAAAAAAAEX4/ROD3Zl-SCWo/starbucks_thumb%25255B6%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="240" align="left" height="199" /></a>A couple days ago Son was in the car with me.  We had both had a tough day and decided that we “deserved” a Starbuck’s treat.  This something I do not do very often, and after I had placed the order at the drive-thru speaker, I remembered why.</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">“<em>Your total is $9.98,</em>” the voice announced.  <a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEicLOuUR5nlVBV-mtk0xj2hHTwOuuV6V2AU5eKEXsheVJSDTdUX91RrN8Kz8INfDN66RUI9ZB7lGyGoZJC7dJSSuvtl6uYGS09m6hN5qiErczEm3pTlbBlVzdGm0J7xOiQFpWxEHu6tzp7J/s1600-h/ten%252520dollars%25255B3%25255D.jpg"><img title="ten dollars" style="border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; float: right; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin: 9px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px; border-top-width: 0px" border="0" alt="ten dollars" src="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-iQmhhXo3rLM/UpPY4oE1YfI/AAAAAAAAEYI/wk4nBqAOd9U/ten%252520dollars_thumb%25255B1%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="240" align="right" height="176" /></a></font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3"><em><strong>Wow</strong></em>!  Almost ten Dollars for the two of us!  Yes, the coffees were “specialty” coffees.  Yes, Son had a baked treat, too.  But, still, it was more than I had expected.</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">We were in line behind two cars.  The topic of conversation as we waited was the above…<strong><em>expensive</em></strong>!</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3"><a href="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-l8nVRfGNvEA/UpPY4z4kfiI/AAAAAAAAEYQ/DlAbfyURi98/s1600-h/starbucks2%25255B3%25255D.jpg"><img title="starbucks2" style="border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; float: left; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px; border-top-width: 0px" border="0" alt="starbucks2" src="http://lh6.ggpht.com/-LCjcjuGRBbI/UpPY5aYR_vI/AAAAAAAAEYY/jaWgDk2hAzw/starbucks2_thumb%25255B1%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="180" align="left" height="240" /></a>When it was my turn, we rolled up to the window.  I had my ten-dollar bill ready for the clerk.   I could see our order awaiting us  </font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">The sales girl smiled and said, “<em>The lady ahead of you paid for your order!”</em></font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">I looked up in time to see the white car pull slowly around the corner.  I could see the driver well enough to know that I had never met her.  I looked back at the sales clerk.</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">“<em>Did she say she knew me?</em>” I asked, puzzled.</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">“<em>No, ma'am, she just asked how much your order was and then handed me the money.”  </em></font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">She could see my bewilderment, so she added, “<em>You know, this is not rare.  It doesn’t happen every day, but it happens often enough that none of us are shocked by it any more.  I think it’s nice.”<a href="http://lh4.ggpht.com/-MzFgKmI9Bv0/UpPY6GIUhII/AAAAAAAAEYk/H0RbflGaPJY/s1600-h/pay%252520it%252520forward%25255B2%25255D.jpg"><img title="pay it forward" style="border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; float: right; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px; border-top-width: 0px" border="0" alt="pay it forward" src="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-bKC453riGnA/UpPY60eMY8I/AAAAAAAAEYo/9k47UDu6rO4/pay%252520it%252520forward_thumb.jpg?imgmax=800" width="229" align="right" height="229" /></a></em></font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">And, she’s right.  It is nice.  </font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">Son and I talked about it a good bit as we drove down the road.  It did, indeed, lighten our spirits.  It was not the money—yes, ten bucks was a lot for a caffeine treat, but not <em>that </em>much.  It made us feel better than even the ten dollars justified.  It really was a lot of good will bang for that lady’s bucks—all ten of ‘em.</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">It inspired us, and we both resolved to do it for the person behind us next time we drive through.</font> <font size="3"> In fact, both of us said we would do it soon—a special trip to Starbucks just to do this kindness.  We both crave the goodwill warmth we felt and know that it will be even warmer when it is us doing the giving.</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">So, I gue<a href="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-zndd17UBel8/UpPY7Cz7lOI/AAAAAAAAEYw/j1gmuij73Us/s1600-h/pay%252520it%252520forward%2525202%25255B3%25255D.jpg"><img title="pay it forward 2" style="border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; float: left; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin: 9px 9px 9px 2px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px; border-top-width: 0px" border="0" alt="pay it forward 2" src="http://lh4.ggpht.com/-NUqbaYlakVA/UpPY7gsCsMI/AAAAAAAAEY4/qUQCA-7yMeM/pay%252520it%252520forward%2525202_thumb%25255B1%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="240" align="left" height="167" /></a>ss, it actually will be double the kindness if we follow through, because we won’t likely be together in line for a while.  So there will be two purchases borne of this one act of kindness.  Nice multiplication.</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">I think this kind of spontaneous joy spreading is especially appropriate this time of year!</font></p> <p align="center"><em><strong><font color="#000080" size="5">--C</font></strong></em></p> <p><font color="#c0504d" size="3"><strong><em>P.S. - It’s nice to know it’s okay etiquette  to check first on total amount—I’m afraid paying for someone making a run for the whole office would break me!</em></strong></font></p> Stickhorsecowgirlshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04167094045033324094noreply@blogger.com7tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1834389037350420100.post-53187818676778601942013-11-24T07:54:00.001-06:002013-11-24T07:54:26.553-06:00C: Dumbed-Down Nation?<p align="justify"><font size="3"><a href="http://lh5.ggpht.com/-AFQtICxBT9E/UpIFAuUEbhI/AAAAAAAAEWc/cMB6qWymG-k/s1600-h/walmart%25255B2%25255D.jpg"><img title="walmart" style="border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; float: left; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin: 0px 18px 16px 0px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px; border-top-width: 0px" border="0" alt="walmart" src="http://lh6.ggpht.com/-zMPi4BL3w0s/UpIFAy9YkRI/AAAAAAAAEWk/EKlYzC7qpxc/walmart_thumb.jpg?imgmax=800" width="244" align="left" height="184" /></a>Yesterday I had occasion to be in a part of town I rarely visit.  I noticed that Wal-Mart had put in a “Neighborhood Market.”  Wanting to grab our Thanksgiving turkey and ham, I decided to give it a try.</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">I was so pleased.  The Market was about the size I remembered the new “supermarkets” of my childhood.  I confess that I resist going into Walmart Superstores because of the size—Want dog food?  It is waaaay over to the other side of the store.  </font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">But this smaller version was great.  It had everything I needed and all within fairly easy reach.  </font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">Our holidays are different this year.  I will be cooking for MIL, Son and me on Thanksgiving Day.  We have promised to indulge MIL with her football<a href="http://lh4.ggpht.com/-CjaRfYZp05M/UpIFBVOkg2I/AAAAAAAAEWo/wiAEPj0NPL0/s1600-h/gonavy%25255B3%25255D.jpg"><img title="gonavy" style="border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; float: right; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px; border-top-width: 0px" border="0" alt="gonavy" src="http://lh6.ggpht.com/-6dNailfE0us/UpIFB9n4sAI/AAAAAAAAEWw/cUQ3TXexarU/gonavy_thumb%25255B1%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="240" align="right" height="185" /></a> while I sit before the fire, listening to her urge Navy on to a goal and working on my rag rug.  The next day we will go to my sisters for my family’s feast.</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">As I passed one of those mid-aisle displays, I grabbed a couple of bottles of sparkling cider for our little Thanksgiving Day celebration.  At the checkout stand, the checker (a young girl in early 20’s) picked up the bottle and said, “<em>Hmmm.  Is </em><a href="http://lh4.ggpht.com/-S68vabRJZNg/UpIFCFEhuMI/AAAAAAAAEW4/vfCtJS_hLgM/s1600-h/cider%25255B8%25255D.jpg"><em><img title="cider" style="border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; float: left; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin: 20px 13px 11px 0px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px; border-top-width: 0px" border="0" alt="cider" src="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-Jj8y-jwxEOc/UpIFClAOhWI/AAAAAAAAEXA/HjY1UH2tqpQ/cider_thumb%25255B6%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="160" align="left" height="240" /></em></a><em>this alcoholic?”</em></font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">Before I could answer, the sacker (a woman in her 30’s) answered, saying, “<em>No, it’s not alcoholic—it’s diet</em>.”</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">Before I could say anything, the checker said, “<em>No, I don’t think it’s diet, I think it’s alcoholic</em>.”</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">Sacker:  “<em>No, read on it.  It says right on the label that there is no alcohol, so it’s diet</em>.”</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">Checker:  “<em>Oh, you’re right!  No alcohol, so it must be diet</em>.”</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">Sacker:  “<em>Right.  It’s diet because there is no alcohol</em>.”</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">I can tell you that I was fairly speechless.  I simply do not follow the logic of this exchange.  I finally got my word in edgewise:  “<em>It is neither.  It is non-alcoholic, but it certainly is not diet.</em>”</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">To which Sacker, ever vigilant to be correct, answered:  “<em>Are you sure.   I thought that diet ones were not alcoholic and non-alcoholic ones were diet</em>.”</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">Huh? Still, I was lost.  “<em>Nope.  It is neither.”</em></font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">I left, wondering how these two were going to make it in life—not my problem right now, but I think it could be a societal problem in the next fifty years or so (maybe less).</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">Are we dumbing down our populace?</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">This reminds me of my sister’s drive-through window experience as she ordered the half-dozen chicken nuggets (a food she has given up completely after watching Jamie Oliver’s show about how they are made—ugh!)<a href="http://lh4.ggpht.com/-fFBmGoWlVFw/UpIFC5RisvI/AAAAAAAAEXI/qtr8vUPbDEs/s1600-h/chicken%252520nuggets%25255B3%25255D.jpg"><img title="chicken nuggets" style="border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; float: right; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin: 14px 0px 19px 29px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px; border-top-width: 0px" border="0" alt="chicken nuggets" src="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-CEhsZbMJ8kk/UpIFDQtfvEI/AAAAAAAAEXQ/jf_HFQMl-t0/chicken%252520nuggets_thumb%25255B1%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="208" align="right" height="152" /></a>  The speaker reply was “<em>We don’t sell them in half-dozens.  You can pick six piece or nine piece</em>…”</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">My sister decided she’d go with the six-piece item.</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">Or how about my bank teller not long ago who was completely clueless what to do with a check made out to “cash.”  Don’t they have teller school???</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">And speaking of dumb, it runs to both ends of the financial spectrum.  This week I saw a quote about Wal-mart attributed to Paris Hilton.  “<em>What’s Wal-mart?  Do they sell wall stuff there?”</em>  (Do you think she was kidding?)  </font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">This may be just lack of exposure on Paris’ part, after all, why would she ever have occasion to shop in Wal-mart? <a href="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-2uPNb79ZJY0/UpIFDtHiouI/AAAAAAAAEXY/KpGGWy-5uw0/s1600-h/paris%25255B3%25255D.jpg"><img title="paris" style="border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; float: left; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin: 10px 10px 10px 0px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px; border-top-width: 0px" border="0" alt="paris" src="http://lh6.ggpht.com/-UriWSknyMss/UpIFEB1PGwI/AAAAAAAAEXk/wQcSPBDgds4/paris_thumb%25255B1%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="240" align="left" height="180" /></a>although you’d think she would have sometime.  And her vast wealth means that she stands to affect the nation’s policy far-and-away more that I will ever do.</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">Reminds me of reading a Jackie Kennedy bio wherein they discussed her total cluelessness about the cost of things. I remember an episode where she was being chastised over the food budget.  She was quoted as saying “<em>Well, how much can a can of green beans be?  Three or four dollars at the most!”</em>  And this was in the 60’s.  I have never thought of Jackie as dumb, but certainly she was out of touch with the rest of us <em>ala </em>Ms. Hilton.</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">But the result of a huge portion of our population being either ill-educated or of the “ruling” class (yes, their money has a lot of impact) being so out of touch with us middle-classers spells a huge problem to me.  It is why you will never see me in a voter-registration drive—if they can’t get off their duffs and register themselves, like I did, then I don’t want them voting and making policy…</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">I just fear that we middle-classers will be squeezed between the ill-educated voters at one end and the out-of-touchers on the other into policy that is not good .</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">Well, that went unintendedly political.  I’m done.</font></p> <p align="justify">---C</p> <p align="justify">PS – speaking of ill-educated, I have to point out that I don’t think “unintendedly” is actually a word, but it sounds so “right” that I’m leaving it.  </p> Stickhorsecowgirlshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04167094045033324094noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1834389037350420100.post-5415337162240331062013-11-18T21:15:00.001-06:002013-11-18T21:15:38.642-06:00C: Prayers Against Distractions<p align="justify"><font size="3"><a href="http://lh5.ggpht.com/-erUnmczQNLA/UorXzdUhYvI/AAAAAAAAEVQ/xYVF8VfjJcU/s1600-h/church%25255B3%25255D.jpg"><img title="church" style="border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom: 0px; float: left; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin: 0px 9px 4px 0px; border-left: 0px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px" border="0" alt="church" src="http://lh4.ggpht.com/-ds3mSR694oU/UorXzxg6X1I/AAAAAAAAEVU/3rqe84UPaYQ/church_thumb%25255B1%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="148" align="left" height="240" /></a>So, it had been a hard week; hard enough that my little car did not move all day Saturday.  I just stayed home, piddling around the house.  When we left for church Sunday morning, I found my purse—and my dead phone—right where I had dropped it Friday night.</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3"> I was looking forward to a restful time of worship Sunday morning.  MIL and I slid into our pew just as the music began.  It was good.</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">As the music subsided, Pastor moved to the front to begin his sermon.  As he did, I reached into my purse to find an ink pen, inveterate note-taker that I am.  </font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">As I fished around, my thumb landed on something soft, and then I felt it pierce some unknown object, squishing.  I <a href="http://lh6.ggpht.com/-hTkc3t7r0S0/UorX0AKfB6I/AAAAAAAAEVc/W-wc6dy64P0/s1600-h/yuck%25255B3%25255D.jpg"><img title="yuck" style="border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom: 0px; float: right; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; border-left: 0px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px" border="0" alt="yuck" src="http://lh6.ggpht.com/-Z-AGsEdHu6M/UorX0tU50yI/AAAAAAAAEVo/4KlrF5gmZ6g/yuck_thumb%25255B1%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="224" align="right" height="224" /></a>could feel something cover the end of the thumb, squeezing up under the nail, soft, wet, downright slimy.</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">I jerked the hand out to find my thumb and part of the hand covered with a gooey, gross mess.  I sat in the pew horror-struck as my mind tried to comprehend exactly what had happened.</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">Then the smell hit and my brain made identification—it was my uneaten Friday banana.  I had slipped it into my purse on <a href="http://lh4.ggpht.com/-TC5rBxBeALM/UorX0w4GEmI/AAAAAAAAEVs/89qSnucenlg/s1600-h/rotten%252520banana2%25255B9%25255D.jpg"><img title="rotten banana2" style="border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom: 0px; float: left; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; border-left: 0px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px" border="0" alt="rotten banana2" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjBZyN4eiPC-W0_RKika1k44qvlkgBxUq6Lu8koynjZ9vy9IwFHcH_lBTkzav7C1IxAUbdHVuR_a7PTQrz4bnhgqtJgf_DQVlq3hfLn-w5fIjB0w7jARxmgBnKuOgPczYTOooQ4x1cx0h_J/?imgmax=800" width="226" align="left" height="279" /></a>Friday as I had left the office, and it incubated all day Saturday  until on Sunday morning—overripe for the popping-- it was burst open by my hand in the middle of the church service.</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">I peered into my purse to see the damage and to find a Kleenex (no such luck). <font size="3">It was a mess.  </font> I wiped my hand on my pants leg—what else to do?</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">The preacher started us off with a prayer, and this is what he asked of the Lord:  “<em>Please help us clear</em><a href="http://lh4.ggpht.com/-Emlj87UNR_0/UorX1r-TEVI/AAAAAAAAEV8/a1Oi58r6d4M/s1600-h/rotten%252520banana1%25255B3%25255D.jpg"><em><a href="http://lh4.ggpht.com/-Emlj87UNR_0/UorX1r-TEVI/AAAAAAAAEWE/fJPqOPdii8E/s1600-h/rotten%252520banana1%25255B4%25255D.jpg"><img title="rotten banana1" style="border-top: 0px; border-right: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom: 0px; float: right; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; border-left: 0px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px" border="0" alt="rotten banana1" src="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-n6JLLBpAM5A/UorX2fKjsfI/AAAAAAAAEWI/ThpmVEUcz40/rotten%252520banana1_thumb%25255B2%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="165" align="right" height="113" /></a></em></a><em> away the distractions of last week; the distractions of financial trouble; the distractions of work</em>…”</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">So help me, I added my own prayer: “<em>And the distraction of knowing there is a rotting banana oozing forth in the purse beside you</em>…”</font></p> <p align="center"><font size="3"><strong>Amen</strong>.</font></p> <p align="justify"><font color="#9b00d3" size="4"><strong><em>--C</em></strong></font></p> Stickhorsecowgirlshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04167094045033324094noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1834389037350420100.post-8775135887456916722013-11-16T14:30:00.001-06:002013-11-16T14:30:03.561-06:00C: Autumn Smiles<p align="justify"><font size="3"><a href="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-EEpwYIs587s/UofVugW5QjI/AAAAAAAAET4/EF_tiqyZ6M4/s1600-h/autumn2%25255B3%25255D.jpg"><img title="autumn2" style="border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; float: left; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin: 0px 20px 9px 0px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px; border-top-width: 0px" border="0" alt="autumn2" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEieFRrqy2SlGwzxEymAQgFVvs5m3X0CFGO2cvs1Y8JOV_3UBbrXjYCMPYIuVHxaXwfUib4dJiHf9zy4ASg9aFDeNFJAvATEzMIbm_2dqpZM0BtWI2VVK_KelS1PU8qAtFH3DNf8LhuTIVFa/?imgmax=800" width="244" align="left" height="160" /></a>Does it seem trite to write about the season, autumn?  Today I am feeling very grateful for the season.  It is brisk and beautiful out, and it caused me to stop and think about what I love about autumn:</font></p> <ul> <li> <div align="justify"><font size="3">Pots of soup on the s<a href="http://lh4.ggpht.com/-hpj-4QRtmLw/UofVvkHm5tI/AAAAAAAAEUI/gIdzdPPN3rk/s1600-h/coyote%25255B2%25255D.jpg"><img title="coyote" style="border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; float: right; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px; border-top-width: 0px" border="0" alt="coyote" src="http://lh4.ggpht.com/-ycpzXnVwdBg/UofVwOBQfRI/AAAAAAAAEUM/H-jUrpa82Sc/coyote_thumb.jpg?imgmax=800" width="229" align="right" height="228" /></a>tove</font></div> </li> <li> <div align="justify"><font size="3">Coyotes yapping more than usual</font></div> </li> <li> <div align="justify"><font size="3">Warm afghans on the couch</font></div> </li> <li> <div align="justify"><font size="3">Wood neatly stacked on the back porch</font></div> </li> <li> <div align="justify"><font size="3">An excuse to light a fire<a href="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-XBkLlqahnoo/UofVwbWW5pI/AAAAAAAAEUU/Ldc7yJYlE3Q/s1600-h/fireplace%25255B2%25255D.jpg"><img title="fireplace" style="border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; float: left; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin: 0px 48px 0px 0px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px; border-top-width: 0px" border="0" alt="fireplace" src="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-iTRdDs72vMw/UofVwwAgC1I/AAAAAAAAEUg/IjSE6mxbpyw/fireplace_thumb.jpg?imgmax=800" width="244" align="left" height="137" /></a></font></div> </li> <li> <div align="justify"><font size="3">Hearthside chats</font></div> </li> <li> <div align="justify"><font size="3">Color of its own, not found in other seasons</font></div> </li> </ul> <p align="justify"><font size="3"><a href="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-T2YulrYuB5Y/UofVxZqme8I/AAAAAAAAEUk/prYc_PlcCDc/s1600-h/autumn3%25255B2%25255D.jpg"><img title="autumn3" style="border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; float: right; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px; border-top-width: 0px" border="0" alt="autumn3" src="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-Xvn1SXTfZ_Y/UofVxmm5LgI/AAAAAAAAEUs/oqEJR39qvvo/autumn3_thumb.jpg?imgmax=800" width="244" align="right" height="196" /></a>These pleasures are enough to chase away the gloom of darkening days and slow-arising mornings.  </font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">Each season has its own pleasure, but autumn seems to me to be the most peaceful.  Summer and Winter are extremes that my aging self is finding harder and harder to tolerate.  </font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">Winter sometimes has hushed beauty, but it is interspersed with hardship.</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">Spring is gorgeous, of course, but it seems so busy with the<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjSLGkxukK5epZZfc52dWh1GIQZv6Yr8YxVmUhJdpiVDDtOhlOg7K9WuSIr3eWh1iMfZ2y7dmUaDEQRKM-oylkd8tahxXgN9ZW81eN46uB9betLmuhS_W2-82mYEzMUz4NshPEFu6dZxD6n/s1600-h/spring%25255B2%25255D.jpg"><img title="spring" style="border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; float: left; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin: 0px 16px 0px 0px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px; border-top-width: 0px" border="0" alt="spring" src="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-htA00b96dGg/UofVyVj2qEI/AAAAAAAAEVA/w6SjOLgDOoA/spring_thumb.jpg?imgmax=800" width="244" align="left" height="193" /></a> bursting of new life and volatile weather.</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">For me, autumn marks the end of my relentless mowing tasks and summer heat.  It is a time to rest and await the winter.</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">Hope you are all feeling this, too.  </font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">Peace, C.</font></p> Stickhorsecowgirlshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04167094045033324094noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1834389037350420100.post-58221772926746309572013-11-12T05:44:00.001-06:002013-11-12T05:44:49.046-06:00C: Consanguinity, Your Word for the Day<p align="justify"><a href="http://lh6.ggpht.com/-iNGxL9o98mA/UoIUojKhX3I/AAAAAAAAESw/-psM_WTSgls/s1600-h/vocab%25255B4%25255D.jpg"><img title="vocab" style="border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; float: left; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin: 0px 15px 4px 0px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px; border-top-width: 0px" border="0" alt="vocab" align="left" src="http://lh4.ggpht.com/-iF6_qRWNErg/UoIUpGkpXEI/AAAAAAAAES4/zQ4GggSB344/vocab_thumb%25255B6%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="240" height="164" /></a><font size="3">Okay, boys and girls, here is your vocab word for the day:</font></p> <blockquote> <p align="center"><strong><font size="3">Consanguinity: </font></strong></p> <p align="center"><strong><font size="3"></font></strong></p> <p align="center"><strong><font size="3">Kinship characterized by the sharing of common ancestors </font></strong></p> </blockquote> <p align="justify"><font size="3">I learned this fancy word in law school.  It is important in estate law to determine inheritances. You need to know how folks are related and who is “closest” to  a dearly-departed.  For example, it is critical when you have to ferret among the clamoring long-lost relatives who want to claim pots of gold left by childless, eccentric old aunts who died among dozens of cats and such.</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">Yes, yes, I learned all this esoterica in law school…haven’t used it since.  </font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">I had occasion to reacquaint with a cousin yesterday.  K is the child of my father's cousin, which made her <em>What???</em> to me?  Consanguineous, to be sure, but how else to describe our familial relationship?</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">Being the smarty-pants lawyer that I am, I knew about and, therefore, consulted the "<em>Tables of Consanguinity</em>."  There is one below for your viewing pleasure (feel free to whip it out at Thanksgiving for figuring out who’s who in your own family):</font></p> <p><a href="http://lh4.ggpht.com/-oZErOJnw81U/UoIUpuXjpKI/AAAAAAAAETA/RxupXuVGr5A/s1600-h/table%25255B3%25255D.jpg"><img title="table" style="border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px; border-top-width: 0px" border="0" alt="table" src="http://lh4.ggpht.com/-yICnsvQU6UE/UoIUqGst17I/AAAAAAAAETE/EsdOxovyLs0/table_thumb%25255B1%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="420" height="307" /></a></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">After furrowing my brow over this table for a while and, not being an estate lawyer, nimble in the ways of kinship, I gave up and googled the question:  "<em>What is my father's cousin to me???"</em>  </font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">And there discovered that my father's cousin is my first cousin once removed. Therefore, my father's cousin'</font><a href="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-XCn5o1QGYmU/UoIUqeTXkJI/AAAAAAAAETQ/qPv0m9aiMQo/s1600-h/confused%25255B12%25255D.jpg"><font size="3"><img title="confused" style="border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; float: right; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px; border-top-width: 0px" border="0" alt="confused" align="right" src="http://lh4.ggpht.com/-uCGaq4wH7Rw/UoIUrDgtuTI/AAAAAAAAETU/plut2QDBGNc/confused_thumb%25255B10%25255D.jpg?imgmax=800" width="186" height="194" /></font></a><font size="3">s child</font> <font size="3">(K!) would be my second cousin. (Oh, <em>lawzy</em>!  I won’t even get into the “removed cousin” thing…).</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">K is "long, lost"  in the sense that we have not seen each other in, literally, years.  This is unfortunate and amazing since I like K so very much.  Our fathers were close, important to each other; and it seems we could make a better effort at being the same.  We are, by google-map, only 16 miles apart.</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">Why do we lose contact?  I don't know.  Chalk it up to time, as in never enough.   But it felt good to reconnect for the hour or so we were together. K brought up a shared childhood memory that I had often thought about and questioned whether my young mind had fabricated…but, no, K was there, too, and had found the experience as significant as I did.  I had not remembered that she was there, but I am grateful for the independent witness this provided to my memory.</font></p> <p align="justify"><a href="http://lh4.ggpht.com/-jg2IdmKIDzY/UoIUrgq3FsI/AAAAAAAAETg/2Boo2YczGt8/s1600-h/dna%25255B2%25255D.jpg"><font size="3"><img title="dna" style="border-left-width: 0px; border-right-width: 0px; background-image: none; border-bottom-width: 0px; float: left; padding-top: 0px; padding-left: 0px; margin: 0px 4px 4px 3px; display: inline; padding-right: 0px; border-top-width: 0px" border="0" alt="dna" align="left" src="http://lh3.ggpht.com/-FKudWj6vAyo/UoIUrx1ZegI/AAAAAAAAETk/a-gOordJD2A/dna_thumb.jpg?imgmax=800" width="244" height="184" /></font></a><font size="3">I discovered that there must be some strong strains in the old DNA.  K, like me, is “crafter,” although I suspect she probably actually finishes projects, unlike yours truly.  And, like me, she loves words.  She is a blogger, too.  Go visit her at <strong><a href="http://thepolkadotskirt.net/">thepolkadotskirt.net.</a></strong>  </font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">So, there is, truly, a kinship.</font></p> <p align="justify"><font size="3">Being with K felt like going home in some way.  Hopefully we can keep it up.  C.</font></p> <p><em><font color="#4f81bd" size="3">PS – probably something K and I WON’T be sharing is some pot o’ gold from a long-lost relative…the luck factor has never been that strong in our family lines!</font></em></p> Stickhorsecowgirlshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04167094045033324094noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1834389037350420100.post-35730630216792791052013-09-15T13:39:00.000-05:002013-09-15T13:45:52.780-05:00C: Disconnect to ConnectThis video has so much to say....<br />
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<span style="background-color: white; color: red;"><strong>Technology</strong></span>. It is supposed to ease our workload--it makes me accessible to clients 7 days a week unless I use restraint. Call that "easier?" Nope.<br />
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<span style="color: blue;"><strong>Technology</strong></span>. It is supposed to "connect" us. I think this video makes a strong case for the opposite. Handwritten letters and mailed invitations have gone by the wayside to be replaced by emails and evites. Timelines for Facebook have taken the place of check-in or report phone calls. Facebook posts have all the transparency and sincerity of Christmas newsletters. <br />
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We are robbing ourselves of community.<br />
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I think technology is great...if we have the smarts and the discipline to tame it and make it work FOR our good, not against it.<br />
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<strong><em><span style="color: purple; font-size: large;">--C</span></em></strong>Stickhorsecowgirlshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04167094045033324094noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1834389037350420100.post-17847456163649516542013-09-08T09:13:00.000-05:002013-09-08T09:13:35.751-05:00C: RANT REDUX - The Dangers of Uncertain Trumpets<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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Well, we're at about a week and a half since Secretary of State Kerry all but declared an operation of "limited" intervention against Syria, only to have the President publicly do a trajectory change...it's only gotten worse in my view.<br />
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I awake this morning to this "crawl" across the bottom of the screen: "<em><span style="color: #20124d;"><strong>Russian and Chinese warships being moved to the Syria coast</strong>.</span></em>" No one's talking about it on the news shows, but the crawl got my attention and raised my hackles. You can do an internet search on this, or go right to this <strong><a href="http://www.cbsnews.com/8301-202_162-57601648/russia-cancels-syria-lobbying-mission-to-d.c.-more-russian-war-ships-reportedly-head-for-mediterranean/">CBS source</a></strong> or to this <a href="http://www.examiner.com/article/chinese-russian-warships-and-marines-heading-to-syrian-waters"><strong>page</strong></a><strong>.</strong> Yep, the Russian and Chinese are beefing up their presence in the long wait between the President's first signal and while he weakly vacillates in his resolve.<br />
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I also saw this morning his chief of staff saying that the reason the President went to Congress for approval (a bit late the day), was that he cannot honestly say that there is "imminent" danger to the US from the Syrian situation. Well, knock his arguments for intervention down another notch, then. Why is he talking about this PUBLICLY? Why wasn't this discussion done before he made intentions to bomb Syria known? Why announce the decision and THEN go back and ask Congressional permissions. Weak, weak, weak; and, I'm afraid, internationally laughable.<br />
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This amid reports that our only "ally," France, has done an about-face, too, announcing that it will await a full UN report before joining any move against Syria. Who can blame them? If our President is unsure, why should they throw their hat into that wobbly ring? <strong><a href="http://www.whiteoutpress.com/articles/q32013/france-flips-on-syria-russia-china-rush-warships/">Here</a></strong> is a report on the French.<br />
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Why is this happening? I'm no foreign relations expert, but here's my feeling: Our President has blown an uncertain trumpet. When you blow the battle trumpet, you need to be ready to roll.<br />
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1 Corinthians 14:8 says: <strong><span style="color: #20124d;"><em>Again, if the trumpet does not sound a clear call, who will get ready for battle</em>? </span></strong> (NIV).<br />
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Who, indeed?<br />
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I have been flipping all around my cable television channels, watching both cable reports and the network shows. Pundits and "experts" are debating the pros and cons of striking Syria (notably, not mentioning the Chinese and Russian ships). For me the issue is much larger: Can we follow this leader into war? <br />
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All this debating should have been behind them by the time Kerry went to the podium on this. Our President has shown himself weak, and he has embarrassed us. I can almost see the Chinese and Russians scheming to further humiliate him by moving their ships to Syria. <br />
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Here's the thing: Are we willing to go to WWIII over this? I submit that the answer is "no." China knows that; Russia knows that. In the end I predict we will tuck our tail and sit back. The President has put us in that <br />
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kind of position.<br />
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So, the issue for me is not whether we should intervene in this horrendous Syrian situation. The issue is whether we have a leader who could lead us in that endeavor.<br />
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These are trying, fearful times for our country that do not bespeak our greatness. <strong><em><span style="color: purple; font-size: large;">C</span></em></strong>Stickhorsecowgirlshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04167094045033324094noreply@blogger.com3